Trying my best to forget you;

Heyho! :D

The jacket still smells like you. Haih.

i love you, forever & always.

Taken : 27th June.

Nothing to do now, so yeh, ima blog. & crap, alot alot alot :D

Yesterday was so bored so chatted with a number of people. LOL. Below are some ss-es i took cos i was bored. Do click on them to enlarge. Some are funny, (i think) -.-

WTFF, Perasan shyttt i din even touch his hand, LOL.

Yer, i sooo did not type that o-kayy -.-

Me & cp was so blur man wtf they talking. LOL

Ryan : Hii I'm fuckai! =D LOLOL

Hmm, nothing muchh to say here tho, feeling so bored. Chyeahh, single sucks. Wanting to start on my projects. Everyday, for me it's like "I'll do my projects today!" & when the time comes, i'm like "Hmm, maybe tmrw :)". You see! That's why i've not even started on a single shit! Damn.


Ryan just called, asked me to go curve tmrw. Aik, dunno if i can. Mummy has pretty much banned me from shopping ever since the 'going-out-everyday' incident. Sighhh. Anyway, afk in maple now. Leeching from Gary. So lazy to look at the maple screen -.- Making me sleepy. Want to play mo siang but then i'm so lazy to even click on the icon. LOL. I want to sleep, cos i'm like so sleepy. But mummy will be home soon & were all going over to cousin's tonight. Haishh. I've got nothing to do tmrw if i don't go out with Ryannn. Grr.


Ehsan told me something very stupid & funny yesterday. But i made a promise so i'm not going to say it out. But seriously, LOL LAH. I can't believe it, nor am i ever going to question it -.-. Anyway, my sister is seriously addicted to The Sims 3 man. Like, omgosh lar she keeps playing it non-stop. Sometimes i watch her play, and i'm like.... What the hell so fun?! lulz.


Soo, last few days my mum hasn't been getting enough sleep. So like everytime around 2am or so she'd wake up and use the computer. To do you know what? Book train tickets -.-'' She can't sleep cos the tickets can't be booked! LOL. It's like this, my dad left all the work & planning to my mum. So yeah, she's like booking the train tickets from London to Paris & guess what? THE TRAIN COMPANY DUN RECOGNISE OUR COUNTRY. Wtfuxxxx?!?!! They have Singapore on their list but not Malaysia -.- I'm like .... Hell No! Can't be Malaysia THAT suckish right! Omg lahh. So yeah I'm not going anytime soon, i'l be going in 2 & a half months. If i go now, it'd be like sure no mood to go -.- Considering the break-up issue, I can't keep my mind off him. Grrr. That's why i need school & friends to get my friggin mind off that guy ! :(


Been really bored lately. Cos it's like no boyfriend to sms :( How sad, so lately i've been fan-ing everyone. LOL. Making them soooo annoyed by me. I really have nothing to do -.- Like, seriously! I keep thinking about him, cos yeah i still have feelings for him but i'm trying to forget. ARGHHHHHHHHH. WHY I CANNOT FORGET?!?!?!?!?!??!?!! -.-''


I wanna go out & check out the contact lens at the store nearby. I hope it isn't too expensive tho. I wanna buy a new pair cos mine's gonna be one month alreadyy. 2 more weeks :| . I hope 14 July 2009 dosen't come. I don't want it to come! Haih. I'm sure going to cry AGAIN on 14th July -.- BooHoo.


Okie, feeling sad now -.-" Andrea! Don't think about him! You can do it, you can do it! Yeees, i can do it T.T I think, Haishh.


Really, alot of couples break in this two months -.- I think starting next month, new couples will form. Haih i wish I find someone by then! At least someone to flirt with larh to take my mind off him! HHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Not meant to be ;

Heyy(:


Feeling down, as usual. You know, sometimes i wonder.... How did you get over me so fast? I'm trying to. Hey, don't go accusing me of shit. Because i didn't do anything wrong. You're the one who said that we should be friends. I'm like... Uhm, okay. So yeah, were friends now. & when i try to forget you, your reaction wasn't what i thought i would get. Argh, then you made me can't forget you, again. But anyway, i have loads of support around me. Everyone I can see will cheer me up. Even parents. Despite dad being a little ... He still gives advice. & Mum, she at least understands the way i feel. But knowingly she will mention the famous phrase ' never forget ur studies '. Heh. A big thankyou to Ryan, Syaz, Simmren, Fong Yu, Amanda, Ehsan, Li Jin, Gary, Nicholas, Heena, Nadiah, Jian Wai, Daryl, Sin Wah, think that's all. Hmm, you guys have been there to cheer me up since day one of break up until today. You guys are so awesome, dealing with me when i have to nag again and again about him. Talking to me everyday to make sure i'm alright & just listening to me cry, or what so ever. I know it's boring to hear, but you guys were there for me! Awwww T.T *hugs*



Today onwards, i'm ready to find another guy to be with. Hey, but single is good too.


Chee How,

I missed those times we were together, yeah of course i do. I miss every single time we kissed or hugged & every time you made a lame joke or just told me you missed or loved me. Seeing you in school was like the only reason why i had a smile on my face 24/7. Despite all the fights we were still really cute together, i know that! The long talks on the phone & those cute messages you sent to me. & the way you are so sensitive. It's cute, but annoying sometimes. Haha. But hey, it dosen't mean that since were friends we can't have those moments anymore. Sure, were not a couple anymore but i'm still keeping my promise. I'll still be there when you need me, but as a friend. You're the one who said that we should be friends when i asked you. So yeah, you got your wish. Don't get me wrong, i'm happy for you, for where you stand today. But just go easy on the girls please, LOL. I will miss you, but someday we both can understand why this is the best for us. :D Goodbye boyfriend. Hello friend :)




Anyway, yesterday night sneaked and used the computer at midnight. LOL, played mo siang. Hmm, it's quite okayy la. Fong yu showed me around the game bla bla. It's quite intresting. Haha, i'll get used to it. Took 2 screenshots as below :-






Hmm, I really am not too sure about what i'm playing or doing. Haha but hey! Don't get me wrong, it's quite fun actually. Hahah, but then I also started maple today. Gary finally gave me the ID & pass. FINALLY! -_-". Thenn playing in Bootes. I'm only level 8 now T.T Soooo lazy to train. Gahh. & now is 2x. Till 10pm. Lol, but veh lazy to play maple. Just feel like sleeping now. I think i'm going to fall sick, omgzxzxzx.


Okiee, i have nothing else to blog about already. F>Boyfriend. Pm me. LOL JOKING -.-

Byeee!