Screw New Years;

Hey guys, it's new years eve.

& no, i'm NOT excited about it at all.

I'm stuck in KL Hilton tonight with my family. I thought it would be fun, yknw, watching the fireworks in KLCC cos the view from our room is perfect. Guess not. I'd just be going to bed before 12 tonight. I don't want New Years i'm just not in the mood for it, okay? -.-

Today woke up at 1. Sister rushed into my room & told me we were going to KL Hilton for tonight. She asked me to pack up. I'm like, ugh fine. Okay so got up & got ready then mum came back & took us to lunch in Brickfields. Then we got to KL Hilton & checked in. We're in the 33rd floor. Same floor as the Executive Lounge. So it's easy to move back and forth to get food and whatnot. Lol. Okay yeah so as i was in the carpark i saw this car with the awesome-est number plate. Check this out.

Lolol, so cool right? Bikinis (:

Okay so then when i got into the room i started watching 90210, i had a couple episodes to go. Currently watching the last episode. Anyway, then i started thinking, about all the bloody problems that was on my mind. Sigh, i felt so miserable. Like i wanted to die! & there were some things i had to talk to him about but, it was new years, i cant bare to ruin his mood on new years. Me being moody is enough. I don't need to drag someone else into it, right?

So yeah, at night, i was alone in the room feeling all fucked up and listening to the radio. Then my sister HAD to come join me, wtf. Then it got suckish cos i hated people around me. So yeah, nevermind then Daniel texted, so yeah, then he called to ask if everything was okay. Godammit everything WAS okay but just damn no mood for New Years. -.- & i don't wanna tell him about my problems now cos it might yknw, ruin his mood so i just shutup and put on a fake laugh. BLOODY HELL IM A IDIOT.

Okay so i guess ima just settle all this tomorrow, i dont want to watch the fireworks tonight, i dont wanna countdown tonight, i dont wanna see my family tonight, i dont want to see ANYONE near me tonight i just wanna be alone. Urgh. I'm heading to the pool later, since it's just empty. Ima just lie down on the chair there and maybe sleep off, i definately dont want people around me now.

Oh, a random pic i took just now (:

Hehe. Small portions of food.

By the way, i'm NOT suicidal LOL. I just feel so, pathetic on New Years eve. While EVERYONE is out celebrating with friends & loved ones happily in sunway la, curve la, dunno where the fuck la. I'm stuck in KL Hilton alone in this bloody room BLOGGING! How bloody PATHETIC man.

& no, don't wait for me to wish you Happy New Year because I'm NOT sending any New Year messages tonight. Screw New Years, bye.