I love you, Boy.

Boy,

I miss your Smile,

I miss your Laughter,

I miss your Goodnight Text messages,

I miss your Voice,

I miss the way you sat next to me,

I miss your Tricks,

I miss your Jokes,

I miss your Sense of humour,

I miss your Scent,

I miss your Posture,

But most of all , I Miss You.

I've never given much thought to how i would love you, how tender and comforting your love might be, i've felt it, and let it go, i've lost it and wanting it back. It was such a short while, so short that we never really had time for anything, everything happened so fast, i couldn't keep track of the surroundings. Thus, you were gone when i finally could stand still, and make decisions which were proper. I'm so sorry for your hurt and misery inside, I'm so sorry you had to tell me you loved me on the day I hurt you the most, I'm so sorry you had to cry all night only because of me, I'm so sorry you had to force yourself into forgetting about me only because I told you to, I'm so sorry you had to love me in the first place, because boy, forgetting about me was the best decision you ever made, loving me was nothing but stupid of you, because of that, i'm no longer wear the smile that you loved so much. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry. I can't help it, but I know, I love you so much and yet I don't wanna do anything about it, Boy, I promise, i'd not hurt you once more like i did before.