I miss you so damn fucking bloody hell much.
I hate not having contact with you, seriously. My feelings are eating me alive. I'm slowly dying because of the mere fact that you're not here & will never be here. I should be getting over it, but i'm not. I guess i'm stopping myself, because I don't want to. I'd push myself to wait & to learn to love someone, only one for a long period of time. I know me, i'd change targets every few months & i've got to stop that. From now, it's only you. It dosent freaking matter if i actually have a chance or not, but it's only you. Why do i seem to love you so much & can't even bear to let you go? Sigh.
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