heehee
hello people :)
gawd ive gotten nothing to do.
other than projects.
hmmm and that reminds me
CHELSEA MATCH IS TONIGHT AT 8.45PM !
ZOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHHAHA CANT WAIT ZOMGZ
im so fucking hyper !
)(*&^%$#%^&*()(*&^%$#@$%&*()_(*&^%$#%&*()_(*&#$@$%^&*()

ROFL ROFL ROFL
i'd bet darls is jealous.
hehehehe

anww cya peeps !
<3s all

As youuu all might know,
i haven't been on for two days.
Friday i was on for abit then i went off and
i wasnt on saturday. Well darls, im so sorry to have
kept you waiting, when i dc, they said it couldnt find
a internet connection so i diagnosed and troubleshoot
all the fcking stuffs but i couldnt find any
solutions to it, then i got really pissed. so then i
tried playing around with the stuff in my computer
and i couldnt so i tried calling up my friend to see
if he could fix this but the thing is, the house
phone was dead too. -_-. so then i knew why, there was no
dialtone so how the hell was i gonna get an internet connection
rite?

gawd. so i thoought it would be fixed by saturday.
I woke up at 6am just thinking it might be fixed already,
with high hopes i tried turning on the router but
there was NO internet connection -________-''
zomg la then i was so worried about my darls just incase
he worries about me )':

and darls just so you know i miss you like fcuking heeeeeeell T__T

im sorry darls to have kept you waiting
):

I love you so muchhhhh
<3

zomg peopleeee
dammit my tears are falling
T___T

im watching a walk to remember
and this is the part where the girl
tells the guy about her cancer T____T

zomg its so sadddd someone come watch
with me cannnnnnnnnnnn ?!?!

T_T

:)

You woke me from my sleep
and drenched my heart with a love so deep.
When I look into your eyes
I see my reflection,
my feelings for you I do not despise.
You treat me like the princess I should be
by pouring your sweet and sensual love all over me.
When I see you bitting your lip and anxiously trying to kiss me,
I debate in my mind whether or not I should let you taste me.
You stand there all quiet with your sexy body,
and I think in my mind, "Oh, my gosh, what a hottie."
When I hear you speak, all your beautiful voice does
is make me weak.
I love you for this and
I love you for that,
but you love me for everything and that.

T__T

hehehe
it's late at night
and im not asleep
lols.
but its okay anyways ;)

hmm well,
before i start anything else
i just want ya'll to know that
khai teq is a noob :)
okay lets continue.

hmmmmm
darlssss,
there is so much i wanna say
but i cant say it cuz
those words dont exist and
no matter how hard i try,
i cant find a explanation for
my love for you.
idk how i can put this,
ive loved you from the start
i still do, and now i believe
there should be no reason for
love, because my love
for you is just unexplainable.
I want youu to know how much
i love you and that i care
for every inch of you.
I've came to this point
where im loving you so much
that every i love you , you
say to me makes one teardrop.
You make my life filled with
happiness and you made my
dull days bright again.
Now i know that you're all
i need to get thruu and
i know that without you i
am nothing, you complete me
you're my everything and im glad
it's this way. I hope you
do know how much i love you cuz
i love you soo much T_T

I know im the CHIO-EST :D





TRIPLETS FTW








DIED TGT AT SKELE [ purposely ]

hello people ;)

my pet bro who i havent seen for 2 years
came back from london todayy and he gve
me a call and said hes coming over tmr !
gawd his accent is so strong ! heheh.
anywaysss, my darls posted this video in
youtubee just today so imma put it here.




:)

darls, wo ai ni :)
always will love youuu
<3s
*winks*

WTF LA THIS NOOB.

KHAI TEQ SIBEI NOOB, TAKE NOTE KAY :D

hehehe

DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*
DANIEL IS A NOOB *hehehe*


but..











i loove him ;)














<33 yuuu ma handsome pie ;)
ROFL

MA HANDSOME PIE AND ME <33

xKIMUCHIE TWINNEH <333

<33

daniel,
this 4 months,
even though there were ups and downs.
they were the best 4 months ever
<3

happy 4 months anniversary ma handsomee pie / love / darls /
lastly, ma everythang <3 :)

:O

daniel sibei noob.

hmm hello there.
i think imma give up on trying to play private server on vista
grawrrr.
i wanna play dagon ):
i still can play tho but on my sis's lappy.
sighhhhh ~.~
so i have to quarrel widd her her to get the com
-.-''

anywayssssss just so you all know.
daniel is a noob :D
daniel is noob-er.
daniel is noob-est.
daniel friggin noob.
daniel sibei noob.
daniel too noob.
daniel SO noob.

but i love him so yeh.
i love a noob.
heeheee.


<33 youu ma everythang ;)

<3

<33333
D-A-N-I-E-L-S-O-N !



<33 youuuu ma everythang ;)

MY '' maple story ''

hookay. today i guess imma tell you peeps aboout how my '' BrunttteGal '' came around in maple. It all started when i was over at my neighbours then he started playing maple so i was wondering what the hell shit game was this jumping around with that stupid small body and a huuuuge head, so yeh i thought it was cute tho so i went home an downloaded it. I started playing on feb 07' . My first character was sweetchix and then sstrawberry. but then i quitted in march 07' cuz i thought it was lame lol.

then on october 07' i played again cuz i got so bored coming online everyday and having nothing much to do unless being disturbed by all ma school mates lol so then i played maple again. i created a charac called BrunttteGal. it's a typo and its supposed to be '' brunette '' i tell ya'll something. it's not a shaver neither am i a porn star hookay so dun think too much kayh.

so then my first friend in maple was my kor '' Hop3L3sSFat3 '' he's probably already 19 by now so yeh he's in college so he dosent have time for maple anymore. anyways he helped me with everything. my first job, my second job, he bought me eqs and he gave me my first 10k cash for FREE zomgz. he was the best kor ever i swear. teehee. anyways then he told me on his 18th birthday that he was quitting maple so yeh i got sad but i got over it anyways so then i had my last goodbye.

okay then there were other friends thruout all this but then i met WizardIce94 who was attatched to Temptatii0ns at that time. well wizard became my kor at that time so yeh he was nice too and real helpful. hookay then soon he quitted that character and made '' Devilboix3 '' when he broke up with temptatii0ns. soon, during november we both got attatched. well it was fun tho being with him. there was once where we were supposed to get married and then the amoria had a bug so then we just kept the wedding ticket till idk. then i broke up with him once so yeh he still didnt throw the wedding ticket but we threw our engagement rings.

hmm then while i wasnt with him, i made friends with Kryptonian, myECSTASY, XEvil4LoveX, Crstalys2, GYXthePIG, shinySTAR10 and last bt not least NovaCloud.
we all slacked at cc1 henesys near the tree house. eeryday we would be there or either at some MM session lol. soon i got back with DevilBoix3. At that time then i bought both of us a friendship ring and he bought a cuple ring lol so the effects was really ncie somehow.

okay so then oneee night i changed my hair and eyes. my first hair -- caspia and my eyes were those big ones. Female Eye 4. the one im having now lol so yea me and DevilBoix3 looked exactly the same lol same hair sme hat same clother same pet. and bla bla. teehee ! anyways then hmm around feb 08 i broke up withhim cuz i joined cosmopolitan and met fcking dymit wich currently i hate alot right now lol. but we only lasted for like 1 week? LOL. hmm yeh thenafter that i got back with devilboi and he bought another couple ring but then we broke after 3 days zzzzz so it was a waste !

hmm then i remembered when i wanted to join cosmo xBabyRick helped me in lolol. he pm-ed york and pm-ed me then york added me in, at that time rick had the shaggy wax hair ;). so then me and rick slacked tgt kinda alot, not really but whatever lol till he got tgt with Woshiid0rtz or whatever her name was i forgot. its not that i liked rick its that i didnt get to talk to em nemore so thennnnn i made friends with xCrusadar and NYasmine and the othersssssss. Then blitzfreak HAD to keep calling me ''' SHAVER ''' cuz he said thats what my ign meant zzzzzz !

anyways then over at late feb shiny told me she wanted a boyf so i mega-ed her F>BF and then magerox26 pm-ed her then they got tgt lol. soon they got married and i was
touched when shiny announced me their maid of honour. LOL?! anyways then shiny started slacking with magerox alot so yeh then in march or so around thatt KYOIISHI suddenly appeared out of the blue and called me shaver lol at first i didnt know who he was but then i heardem call me shaver so yeh i knew itttt was blitz. teehee then we started slacking tgt alot i muuuust say so then this awesome date : 20th March 08 cameee and i got attatched to the boy who called me shaver LMFAO ! haaaaaaaaaaaaah.

okay then so by this time kryptonian, myECSTASY, GYXthePIG had already quitted maple oh yea and cornalia too so then the slackers at cc1 henesys all vanished and we all went our own ways. ): so thennnnnnnn well tiiiiillll nowwwww im stiiiiil the BrunttteGal i was back then, the bruntttegal that i was when i was slacking with all those henesys slackers with kryptonian and all those peeps. really miss you guys :(.
especially youuuu Kryptoniannnnn whooo always asked me to cheat on devilboix3 LOL and is always encouraging me to go for MM sessions and who thought me all those fcking crap stuff on maple. i fcking miss you like hell ):

soo yeh if theres more to ask then ask me aite !

<333333333333
youuu all (:

hah.

heyyy guysss.
its's a thursday !
and tomorrow's a fridayyy.
teeheee !
omg and the school computer lab teacher didnt allow
us to use the computers in there T___T
oh well imma just have to bear with it.
so then i had fun during classes today
well the classes were all fun especially
english emir made this fcking joke
it made me laugh like shit.
omg im laughing now. hahahah.
and then kaikai came to school at the end of the day
but i didnt know so i went back first
then when i got back home he was waiting
infront of my house and he said he was at school LOL.
then i was like omg sorry. hahahah and he waited long tho
but idk how he got back first zzzzzzzz

and twoo of myy school friends uses vista for dagonMS
so i asked them uh how'd they do it.
one said she played from the pendrive and the other said
he got it from his friend then he could play it le
omg so wierd leh mine cant -___-''

and noww im so bored ):
darls ain't on.
hmm nvm anyways cant wait fer tmr
its oways awesome on fridays.
teehee.

andddddddddddd one moreee thing
it'ssssss meee and daniel's 4 months on sunday
hahhaa.
looking forwad ;)

-- lovee you darls <33

oh well.

I got home today
feeling so tired and in pain
I want to call you but you need your rest
so i thought i'd pass
something's wrong with me I can't seem to
find myself, I think I'm crazy over you.


I called my friend and asked her
what should I do ? what should I say ?
'cause every time I hear your voice
it throws me miles away
my cell phone suddenly rings,
your name is on the screen.....

heehee <3

hookay, lets see what to write.
okay lol imma write a similar topic to my darls's blog.
hmm about webcaming ytd lol.
i finally agreed to webcam withhh danieeeeeeel.
hmm it was, idk fun or not tho, i guess it way okay.
but i did it for him so yeh im glad i did and i guess
i did have fun after all :)
hmm he said i made em happyy too, so well yeah that really makes my day :D

idk really what else to like, talk about? hmm.
oh yeh and myyy darls's misunderstood sth i saiddd. (x
Darlss, im not leavingg for four monthss
don't worry , i wont leave youu :)
especially without telling or explaining it to you.
ill never do such a thing, trust me o-kayy?
love you darls <3 :)

hmm and. this coming sunday which is the
20th of July o.o is it?
hmm yea it is.
it's myy four monthss with myyy darls :D
teehee.

it's been four months
wow thats fast
awesome too.
i never really thought of the time tho.
all the memories
everything passed so fast
but then again
theres also the bad parts
some good, but
there will always be bad parts
and im willing to
go through it all to be withh you darls :)

hahah.
hookay maybe i'd post later.
imma go check out otha sites now.


-- love you daniel, always will darls :)

& WE ALL KNOW :D

It had been raining for more than a week, so much rain it made everyday seemed so restless and gloomy. She called and said she was coming up. It was the third time she came up to see me that week. I carried her excuse of why she came all the way here and went to meet her at the nearby seven-eleven. She was standing there alone, carrying her red umbrella. Her friend had dropped her off. It was raining and she was shivering. She looked weak and fragile in the harsh rain, wearing not enough to keep her warm.

I walked up to her and said, "You shouldn't come see me anymore," and stuff like how we shouldn't be together.
She said, "I miss you."
I told her coldly, "Lets go, I'll take you home."
She did not open up her umbrella, I knew she wanted to share mine.
I said, "Open up your umbrella, let's go."

Unwillingly, She opened up her umbrella and walked with me to the car. She said she hadn't eat lunch or dinner and asked if we could stop at some place to eat.

Right away I answered with a stoned heart, "No!"
Disappointed, she asked me to take her to the train station, she said she would take the train back home.

Maybe it was the rain, all the trains were full of people with umbrellas and suit cases who were eager to get home, not caring about who just passed by. We waited and waited, she looked at me innocently. Being together for so long, of course I knew what she meant. I understand how she must feel when she came all this way here in this kind of weather and I treat her like this. With her soft eyes staring at me, I felt guilt and wanted to let her stay for the night.

But reality struck again, I said to her coldly, "Let's go try the other train station."

We were living in the same apartment building, on the same floor. Back then there were four of us, and we got along well. We would always eat dinner together, watch movies, and sometimes go camping. We were more like a family, but I didn't know I would end up falling in love with the only girl of the four. Maybe it was during the last year of college, having living together for two years, we developed deep feelings for each other. After she graduated she went back home, and I stayed for one more year to finish school. During that year I was only able to take the train down to see her on holidays, but never for long. That was how we kept the treasured relationship.

We were walking along the side of the road. She was in front of me and I was right behind her. Her umbrella had a broken spoke. She looked liked a wounded soldier, carrying her rusted rifle walking weakly. Many times, she was too into thinking or whatever she was doing, drifting off the road, she almost got hit by the cars passing by. I wanted to just take her in my arms, but with the love I had for her and the constant pain in my stomach, I did nothing. On the way, we passed by the park where we use to always go.


She begged and said, "Lets go in the park just for a little while please, I promise I'll go home right after this."

With her begging, my cold heart softened, but I still put up an annoyed face and walked in the park. I was just sitting on the benches looking like I wanted to leave. She went to the big oak tree and she was looking for something. I knew she was looking for what we wrote on that tree with a silver ink pen half a year ago. If I remember it right, it said, "Chris and Susan was here, Chris had tea and Susan was drinking hot chocolate. Hope Chris and Susan would always remember this day, always loving each other, forever." She was looking around for quite a while, then she came back slowly with tears on her face.

She said, "Chris, I can't find it, it's not there anymore."
I felt so sour inside, there was a stream of pain, flowing into my heart, the kind of pain I've never felt before. But all I could do was pretend I didn't care, and said, "Can we go now?"
I opened up my big black umbrella, she was just standing there, didn't want to leave yet, hoping there was still a chance. She said, "You made up the story of you and that other girl didn't you? I know I frustrate you sometimes, but I'll change, can't we start over?"

I didn't say a word, just looked down and shook my head. After that we just kept on walking towards the train station, didn't say a word to each other.

Four years ago, the doctor said I had cancer, but it was found early, so it was still curable. Thinking that it was okay, I started living my normal life again, and even forgot about the cancer. I didn't think about the cancer again and did not go back to the doctor. Until a month ago, my stomach was hurting for two weeks straight, and the nightmare awakened me again. First I thought the pain wouldl go away, but it grew stronger until to the point that I couldn't take it anymore. I went back to the doctor and took an X-ray. The picture came out and there was a big black spot, which proved the truth that I did not want to believe. I was at the most glittering part of my life, but it was coming to an end. I wanted myself and the people around me to go through the least pain possible, so I decided to commit suicide. But I couldn't let people find out about my intentions, especially Susan, the person I love the most in this whole world, who still doesn't know about the truth. Susan was still young, she shouldn't have to go through this. So I made up some stories and lied to her. It was a cruel thing to do, and it broke her heart, but it was the fastest way to wipe out three years's feelings. I didn't have much time, because I would soon start to loose hair and she would find out eventually. But now I'm close to succeeding, this drama would soon be over. Thirty minutes more this would all come to an end, that was what I had in mind.

The train had stopped running so I called a taxi for her. We were just standing there, waiting, loosing our last moments in silence.

I saw the taxi from far away, I held my tears and said to her, "Take care of yourself, take good care of yourself."

She didn't talk, just nodded lightly, and then opened up her misshaped umbrella and stepped out on the street. Out in the rain, we became two single life forms, one red, one black, so far away from each other. I opened the door for her and she got in, then I close the gate that would separate me from her forever. I stood by the car, staring in the dark window, at the first love in my life, also the last one, walking out of my life. The car started, driving into the street. Finally I couldn't hold my sorrow and the twist in my heart any longer, waving my arms rapidly chasing after the taxi, because I knew, this would be the last time I see her. I wanted to tell her I still love her, I wanted to tell her to stay, I wanted to tell her so much, but the taxi had already turned in the corner. Warm tears kept falling down my face, blended with the cold rain drops. I was cold, not because of the rain. I was cold inside.


She left, and I didn't get anymore of her phone calls even until today. I know she didn't see my tears, because they were washed away by the rain. I left without regrets. But I'm not Chris, I'm that girl Susan, using my memory, and his diary I found after one year since he left, writing down these last words.





I CRIED TO THAT STORY JUST SECONDS AGO.
REALLY DID.



-- loveyoudaniel (:

(:

ALIAH ABOVE.
ME BELOW.

(:

~.~

EMIR ADMITS HE'S A NOOB :D

teehee

myy dog :D

its awesome to have a dog lol.
its like yesterday i left em all alone at home
and it like was so lonely
i left it alone without a proper reason and
when i got back it still wagged its tail
climbing on me.
gawd its so fucking cute
(:

<3 youuuuu doggy :D

condoms ?!

okay ive gotten something fucking stupid to tell ya'll
listen to this

last night before i went to bed my sister wanted something to eat so
i brought her down to the shop thingy and we bought a box of chips ahoy.
anyways,

so we were at the cashier. and there were like condoms beside it so
my sister, she loves to play this game where she would ask me
to find something for example, she sees this word and she'd ask me to find out where is it.

so happens that she had to ask me this

'' jiejie, wheres this word, ( she spells it out letter by letter since she dosent know how to pronounce ) C-O-N-D-O-M. ''

then i ws like trying to change the subject.
so then my sister thought i didnt know the answer so the took the box of condoms
and showed it right in front of my face and she put it on the counter.
when the cashier dude came, he thought i was gonna buy the condoms
and i didnt know my sister put it there. -.-
so then the guy asked

'' should i charge this too ? ''
then im like
'' omg, sorry i think my sister put it there ''
then when i got back to the room
i laughed like hell and then slapped my sister LOL.

omg fucking embarassing. or is that how i spell embarassing?
o.o
dont you dare corrent me o-kayy.
-_-

pfft, australians

heeeeey people.
gawd im so bored here.
yesterday i had this ball thingy, which was the whole reason i came here.
hmm yeh i wore this black dress, its kinda nice actually its just that
i didnt like to wear it.
hmm then we had this lucky draw thingy and i won a super huge hamper lol.

after that i met this family which was my dad's working partner's family
their from australia so then they had three kids
a guy whose 17 another guy whose 14 and a girl whose 18.
hmm yeh the guys were damn right hot. lol
and the girl, well yeh shes hot too, but im not syaing im hitting on her LOL
anyways then realised that their room was just beside mine .
well its also a good thing i had a room to myself and my sister was
supposed to sleep with me but she went crying to mummy in the middle of the night lol.

so after the ball dinner, i went to talk to the kids, uhm, teenagers? LOL
their accent is so hard to understand i was like o.o
hahah but it's pretty kool tho.

yea so then the guy told me this story about his ex girlfriend
as in the 17 year old guy, he said this thing about how his ex-girlfriend
cheated on him.
hmm he was supposed to meet her up at this mall i think then she didnt
turn up, she was about an hour late and she called him and told em that
her mum didnt allow her to go out cuz she had did sth wrong?
or im not sure what anyways then
the guy said its okay and that they could go out some other time .
so then the guy just went into the mall to grab some food
so then he saw his girl with some other dude, so he walked over and
asked her what happened to her being not able to get out of the house
and he asked too who was that dude and she explained everything
pfft, lame excuse it was so then he broke up with her.
then a few days later that girl's parents passed away in a car crash and yeh
she came to the guy and apologised and she needed someone to talk to.

the thing is idk why she didnt go to that dude that she was with while
cheating on the guy as in my friend. hmm oh well.
pfft, ang moh all like that de.

so many dramatic thingy LOL.

oh well thats it i guess about that family
im leaving this place today i guess i'd keep in touch with them .
haah :)

their house seems to be pretty awesome o.o
i saw the pic lol.
teehee

i think i wanna post something
but at the same time i dont wanna post anything.

idk why tho im not sleepy
kinda feel really alive rite now.

guess its because ive been sleeping real early on weekdays
teehee !

im going to penang/malacca(maybe) tmr ):
with some friends so yeh maybe just maybe it would be fun

heard theres theme parks ~.~
anyways theres too internet there so i guess i could go on when im there?

uhm, im like so closed right now
o.o

it seems like now i really wanna be in school
with me lesbian partner and haah. the other people :DD

its hell fun (:
teehee!

love

Love's only a chapter in a guy's life ;
but it's the whole book in a girl's life.

Girls, agree with me.
you know i'm right.


xoxo

short hair

okay, idk how to set up a poll thingy so yeh
im just gonna ask u guys something
and ya'll reply thru the cbox aite?

QUESTION :

Should i cut my hair till it's like, short?
Well now THAT SHORT, but until it can't be tied?
o.o

ANSWER:
YES/NO ?

* reply thru cbox tq.
(:

wierd much?

okay theres this dude in my history tuition
okay he ased me for my number the other day and i thought what the heck
imma just give it to him
so yeh then i gave it to him

but the fucken problem is that he keeps texting me ever since then
and its fucking annoying
i dont wanna tell em coz then its wierd so yeh

anyways thats it for today.

malaaaaas !

cyapeople

-.-

okay. lsten up, here's what the fuck happened today.

well it was after lunch-break. i was kinda cheerful today tho
loads of jokes, bla bla.
anyways one fucking idiotic moron ruined my day.

before lunch, we had english and we went to the
AVA room yeh, for a slide presentation.
anyways then i turned behind and found this writing on the table
it said something about the teacher sucks
and other nasty stuff about people.
well then below they wrote the e-mail address for this account on friendster
whichthey named anti-mandy.
mandy as in MY FRIEND.and i really didn't like it.
anways that '' girl '' who wrote that, i hated her since like what?
January?

anyways then i had my friend come take a look at it and we all started laughing.
but then some dude called the teacher to come take a look and she got pissed
then another dude called the discipline teacher for a look at that
and they asked ' ME ' of all people who wrote that
i knew it was either one of those three idiotic girls
so i said that uh.

then over lunch, they got, uhm.. scolded?
they were pretty like upset so after lunch, they just came up to me
an shouted right in my face. god i was fucking angry at that time
i just felt like fucking slap her face.
who does she think she is? shouting right at my face?
she thinks everyone likes her eh? till she could even shout at me infront
of the WHOLE SCHOOL ?

no.

guess what fuckface?
you're being hated by loads.

ever since having FOUR EX'S in the first
THREE MONTHS of school
anyways fuckface, if you're reading this.
get this straight aite?

WE ALL HATE YOU. GET LOST.
MOTHAFACKA.

im sure by this weekend,
i'd find a fucken '' anti-andrea '' account on friendster.
well guess what?! i dot give a fuck yo.
make all the accounts you want.
that's not getting you anywhere.
its not like the school's gonna listn to your foolish shit and go against me .
so dream on fuckface.

so yeh, do whatever you want.





-- fucked up.

de-merit ):

teeheeeee.

in schoooool.

hmm btw ive gotten my new lappy yo.

the webcam attatched to it, is so awesome
haaah.

anyways they had a body check at school before this class,
i got a de-merit for SHORT SKIRT !

dammit

-____-

teehee.

classes starting again in a few minutes T__T

cya peeps.
x3

darls ;

darls, i need you.

don't go for 5 months.

please .



broken,
andrea.

okay, last.

iloveyou, daniel.

i always have.
i will not lie;
because its only you i love.
):
i cant help this feeling
its stuck to me and i cant get it off
but also, i dont want it off.
best feeling yet, being with you.
don't leave me behind.
because i wouldn't survive.
i wouldnt,
im nothing without my everything
which is you.

*sigh*

i know how you told me
not to sigh.
but i did it and im sorry.
i always try, strive to show you how much i love you.
when stuff bothers you, it bothers me, seriously.
i dont think ive loved one this much
but ive leart how to love and cherish.
ever since there was you.
theres so much more i can say.
too much more. even a 100 years of reading wouldn't
get you to finish it.
i'd never lie to someone like you,
especially about love.

you dont know how much i love you and
you dont know how much i want you to believe that i love you,
always have,
always will.

sometimes, i go through sleepless nights.
because i think of how much i love you
and to see that i cant show you,
i want you to know, how much i love you.

im trying, still trying.
ill never want this to end.

take my hand,
take my whole life through,
but i can't help,
falling in love,
with you.

don't leave, never leave.
sigh.
you're everything to me.
EVERYTHING.
im willing to wait, even if it takes 5 months.
._.
but
im also willing to give up.

and this is what im confused about.
i came to realise today that,
i loved you too much that
...
even one night without knowing where you are
its killing me
i cant sleep.
im sure to flunk the test tomorrow.
my fever's returning.
gah, i dont care -.-

i need you more than ever *tears*


- i love you daniel, from the start i have. -
- i love you so much, never let go of me. -
- because ill never wanna let go of you. -


*tears*

o.o

heh,

bored,

sleepy,

tired,

broken,

damaged badly,

hurt,

torn,

dying,

mad,

moodless,

unrated,

over-rated,



aiyo,
im having PMS la.
.________.

thats why im so mad.

but seriously,
im fucking heart-broken :O
teehee
why am i laughing?
idk why o.o
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.


okay la, serious.

my heart's kinda in a bad condition now.
from one of the news i heard from star.
well i hope its not true tho.
i love one too much to let em go.
i love one too much to be away from em.
i love one too much to be crying to every footstep he takes
):
)'=
)):
*tears*cries*

haih.
well this is my life.
get a clue,
it's fucking miserable.


- sofuckedup

hee

i posted too much till you guys nidda
view all my july bulletins.

haaah.
one page isn't enough.
plus all posted tuudayy.
heeee ~


Whats up fuckface ?!

- andrea.

commiting suicide

im calling kaikai.
waking him up.
he's gotta hear my story
):

well at least he would listen
now that star's off
T_T

oopsie, i woke him up.
lolol.

T_T
i need someone teeeehhhhh sleeep with me tonightttt.
well not as in sleep as in sleep the dirty sleep -.-
....................................................

zzz

choices :
kaikai

hmm, nahh he's a guy cant be alone with him -.-

sarah

her mum's strict :O

sandy,

she's sick -.-

Aliah,

she lives FAR AWAY (*&^%$
well not that far,
its just that i know she wouldnt
be able to drive all the way here.
teehee.

My sister,
eewww, EEW !

My mum,

wierd much?



hahh.

im out of possibilities
):


someone please come pei me.
im dying here.
omg, my fever's coming back ! :O
so that means i might have to skip school one of these days
(:


btw, all the laughing and smileys on the post
im not really laughing or smiling -.-
i cant laugh/smile now
-.-



heeehaaaaa.
haaaheeeee.

o.o



aiyo people tag my blog please.
T____________________________T

eyh, i have eye bags, eeeew.
i just looked myself in the mirror.
and i have eye bags.
coz of the fucken crying
haiyoooooooooooooooooooooo.
-.-


okay now what?!
kill myself?

i think this is the part where i commit suicide o.o

is it?

oh yea, it is.

okay, bye bye everyone :)
ill see uu in heaven or something.
or hell.
:)


credits =]

- ill always love you, daniel.

heeeehsss

harrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

*yawns* but i cant sleep.

i dont wanna go to schoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool.
i dont wanna continue livinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng.
cuz, life sucksssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

haih.
what do i do at this point of life?
im dying inside.
*help*help*

see ! no ones helping.
little dumb fools.

-__-

:O

i found something !


a treasure box ! -.-

mad

ohh come on andrea !
what are you doing ?!
not sleeping, it's 2am
and its a school day tomorrow
go to sleep !
you've got a fucken test too.



You tell me,
what am i doing?
i cant sleep you fucken bastard.
dont tell me what to do.
gosh im talking to myself
-_-
i must have gone mad heh.

hmm

well i guess imma post alot since i cant sleep !
haih.
*tears*

idk tho how it feels like to be left behind o.o
guess imma feel it now.
gah.
cantttttt takeeeee thissssss feeliiiiiingggggg offffff my cheesssssssssttttttt !

RAWR.

ZoMg.
i sure hope star's joking about whatever she told me.
5 months is just crazy.

._.

x3

its into pieces
just when i thought it could stay a whole forever.
well i guess this is life.
im in a hell load of confusion right now,
but i'll be patient to see what the future brings.

i know how much i wanna be with him.
because i am me.

i know how much i love him.
because i am me.

i know how much he means to me.
because i am me.

i know how much i care for him.
because i am me.


& because i know how much i'll miss a loved one.

i dearly miss and love daniel a big stack or pile, what so ever.
darls, if you've read this, tag my blog please :)
iloveyou.

what?!

hello people,

just to let you know,
i've gotten my heart broken,
badly this time.

he didn't just break my heart,
he totally smashed it.


damaged,
andrea.

<3

Darls,

like i said before, i don't know how to show you
how much i love you. but still i try because i want
you to know that i love you too much to let you go.
theres not much i can say or do to show you,
but someday i shall find a way.

ill always love you, and ill always be yours.
i believe that love shouldn't have a reason, because
no reason is valid for love. it just comes along,
and when it does, we shall grab it. like how i
grabbed your love, when it came along my life.
i'll never regret this because for me being loved
by you is the best feeling yet and ill do anything
to keep it forever.

i try and try, striving to give you all that i can.
because you're my everything and it's true.
i thought of it, came to know that im nothing without you.
you'll always be apart of me.


im always yours ;
and i'll always love you.
there's always the ups and downs,
but i'll be there, thru
it all.


daniel, im always yours.
iloveyou
<3

~

helooooooh people :)

hmm, went out in the morning, to some shopping mall.
met my english teacher there. hahah.
omg and my new lappy has a webcam attatched to it.
wheeeee ! lol, thats what my mum told me tho.
finally a webcam after so long T____T
teehee, cant wait.

oh yeh and today, there was a package for me in the mail o.o
so i opened it up and there was a velvet covered box
and inside theres this super cute bracelet, which im wearing now.
omgomg its so nice T___T.

the thing is, theres no name or what so ever on the package
so idk who sent it. ~.~
anyways i cant stop looking at it, lolol
haih, theres school tomorrow T__T

and next saturday im going to singaporeeeeeeee.
but only for a day, and ill be back on sunday.
dad says theres wireless internet there.
so i can come on :D
hhahehuhihahehuhihahehuhi
o.o
hueahueahueahueahueahueahu
o.o



cya peeps =]
andrea.

realised.

well i realised how much i missed watching chiquititas,
so yeh i went on youtube and checked it out again,
holy, felipe still is hawt :D teehee !

anyways, missed those times where i used to wake up
in the middle of the night just to watch chiquititas.
just to catch those new episodes. anyways in the end,
felipe got with camila ain't a right?

hmm yeh, those were the days. anyways, i kinda leart
my spanish from there. not that im good at spanish tho.
hahah. but yeh, its an awesome languge. haaah.

oh yea and and avril's coming to msia
:D


kay luh, thats it.

cya peeps =]

andrea.

lol.

hmm, just got back from the mall.
this morning, i went for the cheerleading thingy.
teehee. till 10, then kaikai came to see so after that
we both went to the mall, uh pyramid. we had lunch there.
kaikai's treat because i treated last week. haaha.
anyways, i had choco ring. from big apple donuts. AWESOME :D
hmm yeh and then while walking to this store, we met kaikai's girlfriend
lol, sarah. then we invited her to hang with us but she had to go soon so
we quickly went to the takoyaki store to grab a box of takoyaki
then we sent sarah off to her car and continued walking around.
hmm yeh, sarah was kinda quiet o.o . then later she sms-ed me
asking me if kaikai was cheating on her with me LOL.
HAHAHAHAHHA. then i was wondering why did she ask ME ?
then i said no were just hanging out after cheerleading.
i mean she should know that kaikai's sinciere . and puh-lese
me, dating kaikai? MY ASS LOR.

Hmm then Mr. Philippe kaikai gave me a necklace for my birthday
tho it passed oh so long ago -.- but he said he didnt give me
nothing so yeh, he got me a necklace with the key thingy pendant.
o.o .

anyways then we left the mall at 1.30pm and he sent me homeeee.
tho kaikai's 16, i wonder why he got his liscence o.o
or is that how we spell it? liscence? lisense? O.O
anyways, yeh his parking SUCKS. teehee.

okay la, then i got back and took a hot shower and i wanted to
take a short nap but then i couldnt so then now im online
typin this thingy. hmm yeh. thats it ya'll @.@



credits =]
andrea.

darkness reigns

DARKNESS REIGNS

stuff.

i had enough of keeping this to myself.

to the world, read till your heart content.

To Daniel,
idk how to say this. but im going to just say this out loud.
in front of the mother fucking world because its no longer
a fucking secret.

I don't know, how the hell i can show you how much i love you
because the harder i try, the worse it is. Ive loved you all
this while, there was never a time i never loved you, not even
for a second, not even for a moment. For all the times, we've
fought, all the times we've had fun together, seeing your smile
helps me get through the day. your frown turns my day upside down.
i never thought i could love you like this. i never thought i could
love anyone like this . you mean the world to me and i swear its true
i love you like fuuck and theres much more to it. I swear my life
would never be the same again without you. It'll change completely.
every single time you tell me you love me, my heart skips a beat and
a teardrop falls. before i go to sleep, you're what i think of and
because i thought of you, i sleep well every night. The first thought
in the morning is to think of the fact that its amazing how i have a
guy like you to say i love you to whenever i like. never think i dont
love you because i love you like hell and i cant help it but i cant
let go of you. every second i dont see you or every moment ure gone,
i feel alone and left out its like theres nothing more to my life.
i love you too much to explain, all this isnt even 1% of how much i
love you because haih. ive nothing more to say.


iloveyou daniel ):

it's hard to live.

trust me, it's very hard to live.

but.

never give up on life because it comes only

ONCE.

kaikai

omg ! people of the world !

listen to this.

NEWSFLASH.

Friday, 4th July 2008 : 16 year old KaiKai lost his virginity !

not to me tho. LOLOL.

lol no, he didnt but, he's a freaking saddist ! teehee !

PHILIPPE KAIKAI IS A SADDIST YO !

okay lol thats enough.

warning to all GIRLS below 16 years of age,
once u enter his room, u'll never get out virgin. LOL.


haha, i destroyed kaikai's reputation :D

no need to thank me.

you're welcome :)


credits =]

andrea.

credits.

helooooooh peeps :)

it's been a tiring week.
cheerleading practices are over-rated. everytime it goes crazy. :O
but yeh, it's fun. everyone has fun. tho well it's tiring.

anyways, guess my captain's alright now. tomorrow's the olympics thingy.
well not the beijing olympics .__. this something else lol.
i guess after that imma go out with kaikai for a movie or whatever
idk.
planning to watch something stupid. cuz i wanna laugh. so wanna laugh.
oh and our cheerleading costume came by yesterday, it's not that nice tho.
black and white. it's o-kayy. (x

teehee, ohh my gosshhhh, i lovethat word '' tee hee ''

oh and today, there was this batch of Taiwanese students, who came to our
school for the Taiwan-Malaysia exchange programme.
there's this guy, he was in a black shirt, god he was hot o.o
but one problem, he's eyes. hooooly ! '' mata sepet ''
hmm but i've got daniel and he's all i need am i right :)

so then, those shufflers from my school, they thought the taiwanese
students how to shuffle, suprisingly or is it surprisingly ?
idk how to spell it, they learnt it kinda fast,
then later on thy had the performance. Man, i didnt know those dudes
were that good? Loved it lol. dang awesome yo :D

hmm yeh and now, currently im having my 3rd lollipop of the day.
lolipop's make me hyper and i LOVE it :)
teehee !

grr, im afraid of doing the elevator tomorrow )'=
its high, @.@

hmm yeh anyways, i trust my supporter i guess.
but seriously, falling back from all the way up there is scary o.o
but i prefer falling then getting up :O
hahah.

okay then,
cya peeps.


credits =]

you know you love me,
andrea.

hmm

here it is, its a passage, but no fullstops, no spaces.

mylifesacompletemesseversince2008gotinanditskillingmeinandout
imnotsureificantakethis,imgettingonfinebutsomehoworanotherifeel
sonotright,itslikeidontknowhowtolivehereinthisworldanymore
thereasontheresnospacesinthepassageisbecauseidratherpeopledont
readit,iknowyallgonnafeellazytoseperatethesebyyourselvessoyeh
easierformetoexpressstuff

imightbelookingallcheerfulandhappyontheoutsidebutnooneknowsthat
imdyingontheinside,practicallyijustneedsomeonetotalktoanyways
everythingsfreakingscreweduprightnow,haihiwishiwasntbornedinto
thisworld,itsgivingmeheadaches.

sleepless nights,
unstopable tears,
sore eyes,
cracking heart.

that's what it all comes down to eh.

hueahuea ?

well then, it's a dull wednesdays.

anyways, wednesdays are always dull -.-
hmm and when i woke up today,
i found my freaking whole body aching like hell.
well OF COURSE from cheerleading .____.
anyways, still i went to school then had cheerleading
whoa, tiring. btws, i finally succeded in the elevator :D
didn't fall as much as before, good thing is i could balance now
o.o
hmm yeh anyways uh, we practiced practically the whole day and uh
last minute, we were at the final formation, our
captain o.o, she fell flat on the floor. fell infront
ouch, her face got really hurt. D:
ouch.

so i guess maybe imma have to replace her in another elevator
T____T
hell scary, freaking high. *sighs*

hmm yeh that's it for now i guess.

cya peeps.


admit it, you're falling for me,
andrea. :)

just another day

waking up to the scent of you,
listening to your heartbeat, lying on your chest,
your arms wrapped around me.
i sleep and come awake with a smile on my face,
because i know theres you.

teehee !

that's an original by me ,
please do not copy and paste.
i appreciate your attantion :D


credits =]

andrea.