Think for yourself;

Hello(:

I know, i havent updated my blog in ages. I promise, after exams i'll update everything in one shot. I've got pictures and stories to crap about here in a couple of days. Exams ends this friday(: AAR is on Saturday. Can't wait Can't wait :P

Currently in the school computer lab as we're waiting for exams to start then we'd be ehading back to class. English 2 starts in about a half hour.

Look, whoever ypu are those phantom people on my cbox. FUCK OFF la can? Nothing better to do go and bark at my cbox? Fuck yourself lah. If i'm so ugly then why wanna bother come to my blog and tag for what? Seriously, and if you're not someone, please dont use their names and act as that person. i hate anonymous people on my cbox. Your momma gave you a name and a idedntity, please lah got gods sake, appreciate it and use it. Don't fucking hide it.

You wanna bark somemore? Go to other people's blog and bark lah fucker. Don't test my patience, you'll hate me when i'm angry. Seriously, i'll fucking track you down and chop you into a kezillion pieces. I mean it, asshole.

Alright, i'm done talking about this crap. I'll u[date EVERYTHING i promise EVERYTHING once i'm done(: Pictures and everythnig coming up. I wouldve updated with pictures but i forgotten my pendrive so yeah.

12th day with you & i can never can enough (:

Strength to believe;

Hello(:

I can't post pictures cos i'm using this stupid prepaid broadband which is soo freaking slow & even uploading pictures takes a kezillion years. ARGH.

Anyway, firstly i wanna apologise, well yeah no one asked me to, but i kinda felt bad and stuff so yeah, i'm apologising to someone i dissed on my blog a couple of days ago. Anyway, you know yourself. I shouldn't have, and would be deleting that post as soon as possiblee(:

Have an open house tonight, and two tmrw ; Syaz's and Ashni's @ BJ. So i'd probably be going there in early afternoon and leaving at night.

Drove again this afternoon, all over kk. Haha, getting the hang of it, soon i'd be able to drive up and down without mummy's supervision (: damn and i'm kinda okay at parking dy :D woohoo. Haha.

Went for Japanese food last night, will post the pictures once i'm back to using the normal streamyx, which will probably be only after exams. :( Gonna be dye-ing my hair after exams, RIGHT AFTER EXAMS, on 30th. Chosen the color dy, so yeahh.

Gareth left for China yesterday :-(. Well, even though we talk in school a few times only, MSN still got what right! Always find me at 2am in the morning -_-. You crap like hell until i speechless wei. & really funny too. Now that you've gone to China, ssc lost one comedian dy. Sad arhh, haha. Anyways, happy for you lah, at least you spent your last day here with someone who makes you happy :-). Soo, take care wei, come back make sure you still know how to speak english :P Take care rich boy~!

Ever since 14th october 09 @ 2am, i've been taken by Alex Eng(: I know lah, all in shock right -.- Don't faint pl0x :P. Anywaaaaayy, currently on "Deepavali" Holidays. 16th till 19th i think. Lol. & exams next week! Dang it. 6 days & then freedom :D

Okaaay, thats all(:

Chaow!

With life comes boys;

BOO!

Hello people. It's 9.58pm on a Tuesday night. Currently in Marcia's room.

Felt bored, so here i am, blogging. Well, crapping actually. So yeah, throughout the post, whatever i write is practically spontaneous.

Monday,

boooooring, as usual. Didnt have ECA, everyone stayed back in class for LESSONS. Godammit. Anyway, the last period was free, so Nadiah, Heena & I lepak-ed outside class till time was up. Wasn't going to school the next day. Kesian Atiqah, she was alone in Tuesday, everyone wasn't coming. I wanted to like, give her a surprise and see her in school in the morning. So yeah, i did all my homework till about, 2+ i think. Didn't get to finish it soo yeh. Went to sleep(:

Tuesday,

Woke up at 11.30+ if i'm not mistaken. Happy to see someone's message the moment i woke up(: Hee. Anyway, awhile later, my freaking mood changed. Found out some craps. Ugh. Alot havoc happened at school today. I asked Atiqah about it later in the evening, she didnt tell me everything yet, so i'd come to know about them tmrw(: Pissed off lah wei. =.=

Random pictures taken,

Secret Recipe

Sister swinging the golf club. LOL, nub.

Sunday night, took dad's phone and started online-ing and watching videos on youtube. Till around 1 something. Hee,

Watching nigahiga.

HAHAHA, iPhone iPhone *wink*

Random shot(;

More pictures from Mico's Sweet 16.

No, 2 only actually >.<

Stuart, crowd surfing.

Dance our ass off yo(:

Anyway, pissed off now. =.=

kthbai

This beat is killin' me;

HULLO WORLD :D

Back for an update(;

Friday,

Went to school, for the first time, wasn't late for the van. [phew]. So yeah, reached and went to class, slept for awhile then went to the balcony to wait for Nad & Heena. After school, sooo tired, came back had my dinner and got ready for Mico Chai Qiao Wen's SWEET SIXTEEN(:

Her sweet 16 was awesome lah wei. It was at the clubhouse, they turned the poolside into a club kinda thing. Tho the theme was Hawaiian night, something like that. LOL. Party started at 4, me being very unpunctual, went there at 8. Party ended at 11. Reached there, first person i saw was Cassandra dancing her ass off on the dancefloor(: Damn she's good.

Anyway, overall party was great. Did loads of dancing till i sweat-ed like shyt. Didn't eat, only drank and had some honeydews. There was a DJ and a dancefloor. The dancefloor was awesome with smoke coming out all the time, it was all so dark but coloured spotlights and this bright flashing light. Seriously like a club (:

We then had a competition between girls and guys, dancing i mean. So the girls were like, BRING IT ON~! Haha, so yeah, damn lah, the guys daced and took off their shirts throw here throw there. The girls all shaked their asses off. They wore cute tubetop dresses, seriously short ones. It was really nice to dance in the crowd, there were like steam everywhere, so everyone was so sweaty :P

Then, there was a song especially for couples. So sweet, the guys all took their girls out to dance, really cute. Had a video of it but accidentally deleted it earlier today >.<>

Pictures/Videos from the party,

Mr. Lova Lova. This is sure to make ma girls laugh :]

They carried stuart and he crowd surfed (:

After the party.

Saturday,

Mum woke me up at 9+. Got ready and she drove us to school. My sister had to take the placement test to see if she could get in SSC next year, 2010. Yeah, i guess she passed. So, mum registered her into the school and most probably mummy would be fetching us both to school by car next year. Whoa, my first time not taking the bus to school >.<

Talked to Nicholas awhile in school, he was there. My mood changed when i saw a familiar face there, well, ugh. Pisses me off just looking at him, fxcktard =.=

Anyway, after that, went to Subang parade for lunch and some slight shopping.

Ate at Sakae sushi with sister while mummy went to Uncle Lim's.

I tell you, that fish egg almost made me PUKE lah. SO DISGUSTING CAN?!

After lunch, went to walk around, saw some of those, err, deepavali thingy on the floor. Really nice ones.

Random,

My sis, LOL.

Saw Jia Shern & Ikram at parade today. LOL. Anyway, bought loads of stuff there. Oh and, i bought really high heels. Higher than the few ones i have at home, i wanted this for a loooong time. & there was another one i saw at Guess, in parkson. FUUUUUUCCCKING nice lah. But the heels are too thin. I tried it on, hard to walk, but i'll get used to it, tho i didn't buy it, i'd buy it the next time i come :D So i ended up buying only one pair of heels :\

Can't wait to wear em. the heels might look short here, but their real high in actual size. (:

*music plays* I'm lovin' it(:

2 more days of PMR. Jiayou, Jiayou!

I won't be sorry;

Hullo.

Please, ignore the previous post. I hardly meant anything i said there. But, it IS the truth thou. Anyway, back with pictures, didnt wanna wait till the weekend was here so here's a little bit about what happened this week & last.

Went to McD with JiaQi last Sunday. Oh we crapped like shyt. We talked for hours and whatnot. First she came over to my house, then we went to the lake to watch the sunset, then to McD to have our dinner. Didn't eat much, we shared a meal(:

Well, we crapped about alot of shyts, laughed like hell & saw the fat lips girl. Though i didn't know her ame or even know her, i beh song her, don't know why xD Anyway, so me and JiaQi just kept laughing at her and her 'friends' Haha. Managed to get a shot of her, secretly.

The mess Jia Qi made, LOL.

There, i pretended to take Jia Qi's picture from the side, but instead taking a pic of the 'fat-lips' girl. Man, if she ever finds my blog and see this, BUSTED :P

Haha, yeah, we refilled our coke like, 3 to 4 times. Kept drinking and laughing till we had to go pee, i didnt tho the toilet stinks. HAHA. So yeah, mum fetched me and Jia Qi back home around 9+ .

Mondayy, rush like shyt, i woke up early to do my hair and all, as usual lah, but still late! My bus comes sooo early la weih =.= Goodness.

Tuesday, again, late. Woke up early but still late.

Wednesday, the day of UGH@!#(^!@($#^@#*. Well, also the first day of PMR, but luckily i'm still form 2 so yeah(: Anyway, woke up 6am. Did my hair and all, suddenly accidentally applied mousse on my hair, and Marcia was fan-ing me laa, at my room and all. Then van came, my hair wasn't tied, it was kinda rough, i didnt like it, i wanted to go wash my hair again and redo everything, i just cant stand going to school with bad hair. I told Marcia to go ahead with the van first, SHE DONT WANT =.= Wapiangz, more problem for me. Then my mum sepatutnya don't wanna fetch me to sch, she wanted to let me ponteng, then Marcia was there, so i HAD to go, no freaking choice =.= Grr.

Thurs, nothing ah. Fucked up school problems. They'd be forgotten anyway(:

Lake photos; Tuesday.

This ons taken at my house there, not the lake(:

Guess thats it. Will update, around, Sat or Sun, if i'm free. Goodbye world(:

It's Alright, it's okay, i'm so much better without you, i won't be sorry.

Don't you ever forget;

Dude, you know who you are.

Look, i'm so fucking frustrated and pissed off with your childish acts.

Don't you ever forget that you once loved me, & even had the fucking guts to tell me you wanted me to be yours. If you really had love for her you wouldn't have done that, would you? & in the first place, if you didnt even freaking confess to me, i wouldn't even have fallen for you.

I saved your fucking ass and what i get in return is mockery? Eh, you wanna backstab, backstab lah to my face, why backstabbing to other people? Don't you have better things to do like, tell your girlfriend how much you love her, hmm, and yet still had the effing guts to like someone else. If you really loved her, none of this would've happened.

Anyway, the past is past. Say what you want, even if you read this, you're sure to hate me more, & to backstab even more than before. Dude, go ahead lah. Do all the craps you want. You should just be glad that your girlfriend understands and gives you another chance. Seriously, in my opinion, you don't deserve someone like her. She's just way to good for you, and you're just a waste of her time.

Sorry, if i had to insult or offend anyone here, but seriously, the blog is the only place where i could let my fucking anger out. I wasn't going to rant on this to people was i? To give them boredom listening to my complaints about you. So here I am, writing all this crap, or maybe lies, just to release anger. Dude, don't get mad at me, get mad at yourself, if it weren't for you, i wouldn't even be here writing this shit. Bravo, give yourself a round of applause, you caused me misery.

Thats it for today. Not in the effing mood to blog somemore. Will update during the weekends. The girls might be coming over tmrw, & i have Mico's sweet sixteen tmrw too. Will update on everything once it's done with.

Bye, world.

You make me crazier;

Here's the lyrics to my current blog song(: Meaningful, and filled with expression. Love it. Woo :P

I never gone with the wind, just let it flow. Let it take me where it wants to go. Till you open the door theres so much more, i never seen it before. I was tryin to fly, but i couldnt find wings, but you came along and you changed everything.

You lift my feet off the ground you spin me around. You make me crazier crazier. Feels like im falling, and i'm lost in your eyes. You make me crazier crazier crazier.

I watched from a distance as you made life your own. Every sky was your own kind of blue, and i wanted to know how that would feel, and you made it so real. You showed me something that i couldn't see, you opened my eyes and you made me believe.

You lift my feet off the ground you spin me around. You make me crazier crazier. Feels like im falling, and i'm lost in your eyes. You make me crazier crazier crazier.

Baby you showed me what living is for. I dont want to hide anymore.

You lift my feet off the ground you spin me around. You make me crazier crazier. Feels like im falling, and i'm lost in your eyes. You make me crazier crazier crazier crazier craizer.

Crazier by Taylor Swift.

The All American Rejects;

Youu-Huu(:

Just got back from Pyramidd. Went there with mummy, coincidentally, Nadiah was there too, with her friends and all. Hee. Bought a checkered top, plain tee, two shorts; yellow & purple. & collected my AAR tickets(:

Well, heard from Simone that AAR's concert is postponed :( Aww, but as long there's a concert, i'm satisfied. Hee. I currently have 2 tickets. One collected myself & one from Gary. Woo :D So I have an extra, know what that means?(:

Feeling really tired, tho i slept like, 16 hours last night. My goodness. From 7pm till 11am this morning. Woke up at 2am, sms for like, 10 mins, then went back to sleep :)

This week, nothing much happened. Was boring as usual, but sleeping late everynight, like, 3am or 4am only sleep. HAHA, very tiring can? But worth it(; Everyday feeling tired in school, sleeping through classes & ponteng-ed a few too :P Haha.

Sooo lazy to blog. Soo yeah.

Random?

My new boyfriend(: [imjustjoking -.-]

CHARLIE MACDONNELL !

My goodness i'm so addicted to this boyy(: Isn't he the cutest? HAHA. Wait no, not the cutest, but still, he's cute la right? Too bad i don't even know him, LOL. Wanna know more? Go to youtube, type in "Charlieissocoollike" . He's so adorablee.

Anyway, that's it. Soooo lazy right now, haha. As usual lah :P

ByeByeByeByeByeByeBye(: