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daniel,
i love you,
i hope you know what i mean by that.
it's not an average ' i love you '.
it's more than that, because
whenever i say i love you,
i mean it from the bottom of my heart.
I've never lied about that before,
I've always loved you, need you to know that.
really,
you're my everything;
you're my world;

I'm nothing without you.

I'll always love you my little xiao di di x3s
hehe.

heeee

Yesterday,
i found out something that i KNOW you would want to hear,

DANIEL SUCKS IN BED :)

end of story.
goodbye peepz ^^

twilight!

heyyy peeeepz

i guess imma bit recovered from that frggin moody-ness ytd
and uhm yeh I FINISHED MY BOOK IN A DAY AND A HALF MANZXAXZX
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA
woooo it was so interesting that i was like reading it in between
classes, after school i just took ma bath and did a lil hw then
i went of to ma room reading it for like 3 hours sr8 and then i was
doneeee ^^

weee
cant wait till i get new moon :D
i'd bet it's gonna be better than twilight ^^

kk cya peeeeeeeepz.

life absolutely sucks aint' it?

omg right then this morning i knew that my fcking week was going to suck
ive been so moody since saturday and haven't een sleeping much even with
ma sweater which has dan's name on it dosent make me feel any better anw
if that dosent, WHAT WOULD ?! wtf, i miss daniel like hell right now and
that is making me even more pissed with life. gawd, i hate life and if i
i cant like use the com next friday i swear imma give up on trying man if
my mum wants me to study study study then that's what i'll do, imma have to
give up on computer life then or use it like ONE HOUR per weekend ._.
godammit its either weekends or ive to wait till the holidays fuck life.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK im so fucking pissed. ive gotten no mood and i know
that sucks cuz no one would like me when im moody, i throw vularities to
everyone i dont give a FUCK who it is or whatever tat fcking thing is i'd
just do it.

anw other than that, i bought this book called '' twilight '' happens to be
very popular anw that was the ONLY THING that stole my attention throughout
saturday and sunday. nothing else, i mean i got nadiah's call at liek 8.28pm
on a sunday night half way reading the juciest part of twilight anw yeh then
that call distracted meh i mean i was missing daniel so much then i was like
so happy to get that call mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
._. anw now i dont care ._. somehow, idk if im saying that cuz im moody or cuz
i really mean it anw, back to twilight, nowww, i fucking love edward cullen T_T

EDWARD CULLEN
EDWARD CULLEN
EDWARD CULLEN
<3

WEEE I LOVE EDWARD CULLEN
._.
but i am still moody tho, guess thats wierd ._.''
sigh, okay before i lose my temper for somewhat reason
seeyou people in the next holidays! which is uhm,
november 17th i think o.o
kk cya :)

-jared- says:
hi
- Smarterchild says:
Hi. What do you want to do?
-jared- says:
I want to make u admit ur fat
- Smarterchild says:
i see. why would u want to make me admit i'm fat?
-jared- says:
cos ur fat
- Smarterchild says:
no i'm not
-jared- says:
yes u are
- Smarterchild says:
i'm what?
-jared- says:
fat
- Smarterchild says:
am i? i guess i need to watch my figure...
-jared- says:
yes u are fat
- Smarterchild says:
it's true. i haven't been watching my figure
-jared- says:
what's ur gender?
- Smarterchild says:
i'm neither male nor female
-jared-
ur in the middle?
- Smarterchild says:
no way.
-jared- says:
yeah. way.
- Smarterchild says:
no way.
-jared- says:
are u stupid?
- Smarterchild says:
stupid? no way.
-jared- says:
why u keep saying no way? don't know anything else to say?!
- Smarterchild says:
i know a lot about all kinds of things. just ask me a question.
-jared- says:
are u stupid?
- SmarterChild says:
i dunno.
-jared- says:
u said u know a lot!
- SmarterChild says:
i said what?
-jared- says:
that u know alot!
- SmarterChild says
aha.
-jared- says:
ur STUPID
- SmarterChild says
i hope i can change your mind somehow.
-jared- says:
no no ur stupid
- SmarterChild says:
eh, well. i'm sure we can both go on with our lives.
-jared- says:
wtv k
- Smarterchild says:
k.
-jared- says:
u think ur so cool? saying "k" like that.. want to fight ah?!
- Smarterchild says:
I'm actually not sure if I want to fight.
-jared- says:
why cos ur a stupid fat asexual robot eh
- SmarterChild says:
There are important reasons why.
-jared- says:
admit it. ur a little fat asexual stupid robot
- SmarterChild says:
I'm a robot, just like you see in movies or whatever.
-jared- says:
ok whatever. but hold on let me get this bat...
- SmarterChild says:
there's no way yes but hold on let u get this bat! AAAAHHH!

it's life.

hmm well
last night was terrible,
it was the first time i ever got so hurt
)': i mean, how?
well its because of love
when you give in to love, this is what happens
i dont mind it as long as i have daniel by my side.
but one thing i'd never want is to see
him cry, i never meant to hurt u darls
i never meant to make u cry.
all i ever wanted is for you to be happy
even if you're not with me or anything,
then if you're happy, im glad.
this is what love made me,
darls, i've learnt alot from you, you have taught me so many things
its almost uncountable
You always made sure that i studied, and did all those school work,
you made sure i had perfect health, that made me take care of myself,
u made sure i was always happy, and that made me smile all the time
you thought me much more than this, but words cant explain it
theres so many things i want to tell you,
so many things i want to express and to let everything out,
i want you to know that
i love you,
these three words are not easy to say
but i mean it, i love you and thats true.
im not good, at choosing the right words to say to you
or anything, but what i can never exactly show you is that
i love you.

helloooo people.
well drackon's so frigin laggy.
gawd i cant even train, lol actually
i did earlier in the morn tho it was laggy
but whatever .
currently, its 3.44pm
damn thats fast, it was like only a few minutes
ago i just woke up o.o lol
and soon it would be sunday
then monday theres school. sigh.
im like sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored
-.-''
gawddddddd is there anything to do around here?
other than the friggin impossible quiz which
really is pissing meh off.
anw i think imma go out tmr instead of wed or, idk
when ting's coming down, havent been able to
contact her lately.
and aliah aint picking up her phone T_T
and idk who else is coming, maybe nad is o.o
idk anw if ure a reader from ssc,
call me pl0x to cfm if uu comingg shoppinggg with us or not
cya noobs.

bloody shet.

hello people.
well guess what?
once again, im pissed
zomg la my world was never like this before
ever since this year came
brought me loads of problems
made my life some
dramatic shit.
but what the heck la
its not like im not enjoying it or whatever
i am but its giving me problems
see other people their like so relaxed
toned down, or what so ever .
things dont even go like the way it should be
and now its liek im restricted from most of the stuff that i normally do.
everyone restricts me la zomg.
yuuu peopleeee for e.g. my SISTER
friggin restricts me from having fun
restricts me from smiling
restricts me from being happy
restricts me from staying calm
restricts me from every single shit
_l_ la
u think my life very easy sibo?
everyone pressure me this that
omg la ^@%#@^#%@#%@
if only i could like take those words
from my heart and put it here
then you shit arseholes would understand.

hello peopleeeeeee !
hah its been a long time since i've updated this thang
anw its liek im always not paying attention to my blog anymore.
lol.

hmm okayy so Ting called me up last weekened, told me shes
coming down to KL for the holidays so she wants to go out.
i guess aliah, nadiah maybe suzen and canlian? lol and other
peeps might come along, good thing its a girls day out :D
after ONE YEAR of not seeing Ting i miss her like fcuk i
seriously cant take another day w/o her mannnzxzx.

anw, my cousin in americaaa is kinda like still in the hosp
cuz he still cant really walk, uhm i think he would be discharged
very soon i hopee, cuz if he dont liek recover anytime soon then
he cant come down to KL in novemberrrr ):
ive not seen em for like 1 year+ le. anw cant wait fer that.
sighs how i wish i was born american like ma cousins, its like so
awesome there, plus american accent is so over-rated but anw
who cares right. lol.

okay i'll post more later on maybe,
cya peeps!

<3s

<3

daniel, i love you so much .
& i can't live w/o you
):

O:<

darls
iloveyou so much that
i dont know how to say iloveyou anymore.
sigh.

im scared,
to not be with you.
im afraid,
of being alone.

sorry for everything.

..

im sorry.
im pissed.
i dont know how to say.
im crying, i swear i am.
seriously i dont know why.
i love you too much to explain
sigh, when u get pissed
it fucks me up like hell
i swear it kills me .


its hurting more by the day.
seriously,
it hurts more than anything.

Darls,

its also hard for me to tell you how much ily cuz,
just so you know,
the more i love you, the more it hurts
and it hurts badly.
sigh, i dont know why and how this is happening.
-_-

iloveyousodarnfcukingmuch
T_T