Name five people you've talked to today?
* Marcia, chee how, amirah, aliah, heena

Is anything wrong with your eyes?
* nothing.

Do you throw your candy wrappers away?
* no

Do you ever write notes on your hand?
* at times

Last time you cried? Why?
* o.o

Do you cry when you get an injury?
* nope,

Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?
* yeah

Last movie you watched?
* burn after reading

Where did you sleep last night?
* under your bed.

Where is your phone?
* right next to me

When is the last time you were in a swimming pool?
* long ago.

Have you ever fallen backwards on a chair?
* yeah

Are you happy right now?
* nope.

Do you miss anyone?
* sure.

What do you feel like watching?
* 90210

Do you ever try to write with your non-dominant hand?
* sometimes.

Who makes you laugh the most?
* no idea

Do you get annoyed when you see some sort of bug flying around at the corner of your eye?
* of course

Who starred in your last dream?
* =O

What's on your mind right now?
* =\

What makes you happy?
* =)

Have you ever gone Christmas caroling?
* yeh

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
* think so

Whats an obsession you have?
* talking.

How many pillows do you sleep with?
* 6.

Has anyone ever sang to you?
* yeah

Do you feel comfortable getting up and giving speeches?
* no

Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
* nopeee.

What are you drinking right now?
* saliva.

When's your birthday?
* 15th March

What are you listening to?
* fan sounds.

How's the weather?
* cold

Do you like the color gray?
* nope

If I were a doll, the accessories packaged with me would be:
* clothes, and more clothes.

I have an irrational fear of:
* rejection

What did you do yesterday?
* nothing

What would you do if you were stranded on an island with the person you hate most?
* i'd be the first to die.

What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
* lol so what, no point crying over guys who've cheated.

Do you stalk anyone on friendster?
* nope.

I find the thought of childbirth:
* painful.

Lyrics from the song you're listening too:
* "i feel so untouched right now"

Why is your number one friendster friend your number one?
* because she's ma dings.

I am annoyed with:
* you.

What is the worst way you were dumped?
* oo.oo

What child-related smell do you not like?
* vomit

What was the last thing to make you cry?
* nothing.

My favorite shoes are:
* Jimmy Choo. Tho i know i can't afford em.

Do you prefer beaches or forests?
* beaches.

Who knows a secret or two about you?
* goddd.

Have you ever burned yourself?
* sure.

Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
* idk.

Who is your hero?
* hero jaejoong (:

Where is your sister right now?
* who knows.

Are you married?
* yes, to edward cullen. Jealous? Don't tell me, i don't give a fk(:

Does anyone regularly other than friends or family tell you they love you?
* dnt think so o.o

What's the most confusing thing to you?
* boys.

Are you a good person?
* nope, i'm the best person.

What are you looking forward to?
* nothing.

Obsessed with sex?
* nope

LAST:

Last friend you saw:
* marcia

Talked to on the phone:
* marcia

Person to text message you:
* chee how

What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?:
* opened my eyes.

Do you have anything bothering you?
* YESYESES.

Where is the last place you went?:
* myy room.

When was the last time you cried?
* forgot.

What are you about to do?:
* this.

What do you hear right now?:
* the ceiling cracking.

Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?:
* dont know, dont think so.

If you could go back in time and change things would you?:
* uncertain.

Think your a good b/f, g/f
* nop

What did you do LAST night?:
* sms till my fingers were sore.

Last piercing:
* ears.

Last kiss:
* nil

Last vacation:
* nil

Last book read:
* nil

I'm about to:
* answer this.

Hook-up or relationship:
* relationship

Trouble-maker or hesitant:
* no idea

Have you ever kissed a stranger:
* kewl.

Cried when someone died:
* zzzzzzz

Do you think it's an addicts fault they are addicted?:
* YES.

Do you like cheese?
* "Sure, my favourite's Gouda!" - Amanda Bynes.

Does red bull give you wings?
* sure.

Where is the person you like right now?
* home.

Last time you consumed alcohol?
* ytd.

Have you ever kissed in the snow?
* nope

Who and How do you feel about the person who texted you last?
* one of the only people i can turn to.

Have you ever been around someone who was high?
* nahh

Do you like your life as of now?
* nope.

Hellooowzxzx.

I'm feeling, very bored.

I got back from cheer practice today feeling very sore, tired & most importantly, GUILTY.

I havee, lately been very sad, or numb, about, you-know-who. Well, i feel a heck load of guilt coming up. More & more, stacking on me. Who knows, if the weight's too much, i might just fall. Life lately has been o-kay. Ups & Downs but yeah, i deal with it :) I'm worried he might do something stupid because of the breakup. Like, don't give up, i told you, you guys will be together again, trust me kay? But if you don't, i have nothing to say but be happy, live life while you can, you're lucky enough to even be having life. I haven't been so keen into relationships these days. I don't know, my life right now is so,so tiring. I don't want anyone to care, i don't know why, it's just that, when people care about me, they make is MUCH, MUCH WORSE. & thus, ya'll just hafta ignore my weirdness these days aye. Anyway, i'm off to Dota, i don't know why i'm even playing this but what the heck? Its kinda fun, o-kayy?! =P

LOVES !

...

I am very, very confused.

Did i do anything wrong? Well don't ask me, i'm no good in answering.

Anyway school today was great, got back no results but yeah we sat back and relaxed. ECA time we didn't have practice so we watched the football. Daryl came & sat with me so me, heena, marcia and him talked, etc etc, we crapped & gossiped HAHA, yeah what we usually do. Ah, i'm off to maple for awhile, chit chat chit chat. LOL. Oh and to chee how ! DUN THINK NEGATIVE LAH ! You & her will last for eternity (:

CYA BOOBS.

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

ADDICTED, to this song too (:

(:

Comparisons are easily turned

Once you've had a taste of perfection

Like an apple hanging from a tree

I picked the ripest one

I still got the seed

Hmm, today has been rather boringgg. Exams are tmrw and i know i'm no where close to ready for them. Anyway, i have been rather ignored by someone today. Ah, well i wouldn't use the word IGNORED. I've been rather.. rather.. Okay lets put it this way, i wasn't ignored but, i was left without notice that IT was going to be away. LOL. hehe. Anyway, that's not important. Gah, i'm addicted to Cookie Jar by Gym Class Heroes ~ @!#*&*&#.

Okay, bye, LOL.

Went to Pavilion today with Nad. Well, it was a last minute thing. Watched Burn After Reading. It was so boring that we got out right after the movie started -_-. LOL anyway, heard from chee how today that his hand needs another dose of medicine or w/e it is . Anyway get well soon ! ^.^ Hmm, bought something for my noob at pavilion. hoho.

It was Pavilion's 1st birthday and there was a HUGEEE cake at the entrance.

Then we camwhored in the toilet and every other place, i only have some of the photos with me, rest are with Nad (:


Toilet.

LOL i did something very brave today. & I'm proud of it. Don't ask what is it cuz you know i wouldn't tell you, hoho. Anyway, in celebration of THAT, ima just.. well, ima just .. ah, i dont know what. Nvm, no celebration for that. LOL. Kinda restless now. Gah, my condolences to Issac's friends&family. We will all miss you as you were amongst one of the first friends i've ever had. Have fun in heaven, and please look down on all of us and protect us from whatever it is that might happen in the future. Love to you, from all of us down here missing you ):



we miss you, Issac.

I broke down today, i broke don really hard and i'll never stand up again coz there's NO ONE who will lift me up and put me back to where i was before. My friend is HURT, he's admitted in the hospital with a serious injury, and i cannot stop crying. I quitted maple today. A huge hole in my heart was made and there i left maple, while crying helplessly over my friend & of course, over leaving my noob there. I never said a word to him, he called me i never responded. He just stared as i went off. Right before i went off i spit out much vulgars at BUNION. Bunion, i'm sorry but im so helpless right now. No one understands me anymore, how am i to live this world without anyone who can be there for me? I've left all my maple behind. But what hurts the MOST is leaving my noob behind. But for now maple is just a game to me, it's no more my so-called 2nd life. ALl my friends knew i was hurt because my friend's amitted in the ICU. But guess what? NO ONE texted or called me to see how i was doing. I cry alone & helplessly in my room, and NO ONE CARES. Do you know how much it hurts to be like this? I don't even want to live anymore. Life isn't worth when you don't have anyone to turn to. Life isn't worth when you know there's someone out there that you love & that person will be gone soon. Life isn't worth when you're left crying HELPLESSLY in your room all by yourself with no one to even GIVE YOU A CALL or TEXT YOU to see how you're doing. NO ONE.

I HATE LIFE.

Andrea DIED today.

Time : 6:48am

HOHO, just finished my breakfast. So i came on for awhile before i'm heading off for school. Hmm, i guess theres nothing to say or do. So yeah ima head off nao. Oh and, i miss you baby! & You know who you are, HAHA. Joanna, baby isn't you if that's what you're thinking, HEH. Noob, you know it's you (: haha.

<3

noobSHEN<3,

i. miss. you. !

I was bored at sometime of the day yesterday so i drew this for my noob<3
Okay i know it's not those fancy kinda thing but i ain't good in drawing, you've gotta understand that. Anyway noob, i hope you like it :3 heh.


closer.

Full Paper :)

I. Am. Falling. Off. The. Edge. Of. This. Cliff.

& i don't know if anyone will catch me.

Valentines.

BOO :D

Just got back from a AWESOMEE dinner with Jordan, Sarah, Jordan's bro, Naimi, Natalie, Ching Ching, Jamie and Dan. HEHE. We had japanese food at PJ's Hilton. Hmm, the White Tuna, as in the raw one, tasted great, heh. Anyway, Sarah & Jordan are so sweet tgt. HAHA, Jordan don't scold me for posting this up but yeah, you guys are so cute alright ! They were giggling to themselves and Jordan you couldn't stop kissing her, did you realise how much your brother STARED at you? HAHA. Funny much. =P

Hmm, i guess there's nothing else, i spent this valentines without my noob bf ): Bt it's okay cos we still can connect thru our hearts rightt. (:

On this valentines, below is a poem for my noob, and sorry i didn't get to reply your Valentines text, as usual, stupid me hasn't any credit. ):

P/S : I didn't make it up myself because i'm too dumb to create it all by myself ): i got a little help from Sarah i hope you don't mind but it's still from the bottom of my heart ^.^

If I could wish to be anything
I’d wish to be your tear
to be conceived by your heart,
born in your eye
live on your cheek
and die on your lips.

Yeah, it's short, it's not completely done by me but still, would you accept it? :)

iloveyou(:

(:

Hello Peopleee(:

First of all,

Happy Valentines day especially to ma noob bf :D

Moving on,

Valentines this year is ESPECIALLY boring. But thank gawd i'll be going for dinner later. Jordan and the gang ajak-ed me to Hilton in PJ for Japanese food. whoaa o_o Someones going to be spending a HECK LOAD tonight. HEH, anyway i love the food there, it's like, genuine Japanese. HEHEEE. Okay anyway, xHOTSTUFFF on 1O7 :D Should be around 113 or so by today :) Sadly, i can't be spamming tmr alreadyy O: Or if so, -.^ I'd be 12O either tmr or next sat? HAHA.

School really sucks nowadays . It's like friggin boring + all the hectic-ness. PFFT, i guess that's IT for now. =\

Holidays, where are you when i really need ya?

NARBS, i feel very very weird about myself.

Today, i counted how much cash i've ever topped up and how much money i spent on it so yeah below are stats.

Amount of cash i've ever bought :-

817.5k Cash / 817,500

Amount of money i spent :-

RM 1, 962 / RM1.9k

Wth, that could've been a down payment for my car.

Or maybe an iPhone, PFFFFFFFFFFFFTTTTTTTTTTT

dissapointed ;

Cheer

i. am. EXHAUSTED.

I just got back from cheer practice at school. Whoa, a while SIX HOURS of cheering, jumping, shouting, etc etc. My leg hurts like wtf cuz i wore the WRONG SHOES. I wore sandles , being so blur in the morning i forgot there were such existance of SNEAKERS? Anyway, i think from tan, i've become TANNER. o_o How sad right? but oh well, i've got time to wipe it off after sports day is ovaaar ! My mum came to fetch Augustine, Marcia & me after practice and she bought us McDonaldssss ! I was kinda full already tho cuz Augustine bought me a can of coke, pssssshh. Our formations are awesomeee, our cheer is kinda okay, but i kinda feel sorry for Aisyah, i guess it ain't easy being the captain of the squad aye? Anyway i'm glad Amirah liked ma new hair. So she's going to cut it short too? :D Ah, anyway, imma go take a bath & a loooooooooooooooooooooooong nap now. Missing my noob bf(:

xxoo-;

Would​ you date someo​ne who smoke​s?​
that depends


Would​ you date someo​ne who was addic​ted to drugs​?​
haaa, nooo

Would​ you date the same sex?
hell noo.


Whats​ your bigge​st turn off?
horrible english.

guys who don'​t do sport​s?​
i guess i wouldn't mind.

Whats​ your bigge​st turn on, physi​cally​?​
eyes, lips, body :D


Where​ would​ you go on the first​ date?​
anywhere he takes me ?


Most hurtf​ul relat​ionsh​ip?​
~_~

Ever regre​tted break​ing up with someo​ne?​
no

Have you ever dated​ someo​ne more than once?​
o.o

Do you miss any of your exes?​
none.

Are you singl​e now?
nope.

What is the sweet​est thing​ someo​ne you dated​ did for you?
made a song for me, HAHA.

Are you ready​ to get into a serio​us relat​ionsh​ip right​ now?
idk, but i'm ready for a relationship that would last forever :D


Do you regre​t datin​g anyon​e?​
some.


Hugs or kisse​s?​
both (:


Missi​ng someo​ne?​
yuhh.


Most impor​tant lesso​n you have learn​ed from datin​g?​
Never, Ever, date, ******. Hands don 9O% of em are playas.

What does it take to get you on a serio​us relat​ionsh​ip?​
loyalty, trust.

Are you happi​er singl​e or in a relat​ionsh​ip?​
a little bit of both

Whats​ the most impor​tant thing​ in a relat​ionsh​ip?​
trust of course

Have you ever loved​ someo​ne who did not love you back?​
nope.

Favor​ite ex?
favourite ex? LOL.

How impor​tant are looks​?​
okay-okay .

How do you know when you are in love?​
i've got my ways

Do you consi​der yours​elf shy?
w strangers, yes.

Would​ you rathe​r date someo​ne who was SUPER​-​hot or someo​ne who was SUPER​-​nice?​
super hot , HAHA.

If someo​ne cheat​ed on you, would​ you take them back if you reall​y loved​ them?​
haha, yeah LOL


Do you curre​ntly want to date?​
-----

Thing​ that made you the happi​est today​?​
nothing

Would​ you ever date anyon​e your paren​ts disap​prove​d of?
who cares

Do you stay frien​ds with the peopl​e you date?​
yeap

Favor​ite memor​ies with an ex?
~

Would​ you fight​ over someo​ne you wante​d to be with?​
well that depends.

Would​ you date someo​ne A LOT older​ or young​er than you?
OLDER, omg, younger? pfft,

Do you think​ the word love is overu​sed?​
that's exactly what i think

When was your first​ boyfr​iend/​girlf​riend​?​
eleven

Who was it?
chong yang. [ NOT mrwaiaos ._. ]

Who gave you your first​ kiss?​
~_~

Have you ever falle​n in love?​
sure

If so, with who?
~

Have you ever broke​n anyon​e'​s heart​?​
yeah

Do you get along​ with any ex-​boyfr​iends​/​girlf​riend​s?​
some.

Do you have feeli​ngs for any ex-​boyfr​iends​/​girlf​riend​ at this curre​nt time?​
nooo -_________-"

Do they know how you feel?​
wth, yes

Have you ever had any?
o.o?

Is it still​ going​ on to this day?
ew no -.-

How long was your longe​st relat​ionsh​ip?​
-.-

How short​ was your short​est relat​ionsh​ip?​
hahaha, a week

Has anyon​e told you they wante​d to marry​ you?
pft yes

Have you ever cried​ over a guy?
yeah

Who was the last perso​n you went on a date with?​
~_~


Are you curre​ntly singl​e or taken​?​
taken

If you are taken​,​ by who?
For me to know & for you to find out :3

If you are singl​e,​ do you want to find love?​
i found love


If you still​ have feeli​ngs for any exes,​ would​ you try and get them back?​
noooo -.-

What attra​cts you to the oppos​ite sex?
how their eyes shine and how their arms make you feel so secure :)

What is more impor​tant?​ Looks​ or Perso​nalit​y?​
personality

Which​ would​ you prefe​r?​ True Love or $10 Billi​on?​
$10 Billion ._. BUT, i'd never give up the one i love for 10 bil :3

If your boyfr​iend/​girlf​riend​ cheat​ed on you, would​ you take them back?​
that depends, really.

Are you curre​ntly havin​g any Frien​ds going​ on with any exes?​
er, no

Do you still​ love any of your exes?​
nope.


If you are singl​e,​ do you like someo​ne?​
~

If so, who?
Mr Bean.

What are three​ thing​s that is attra​ctive​ about​ them?​
nyeh nyeh, mr beans the most horrible. :3

If you could​ go on a date with anyon​e,​ who would​ it be?
my noob bf ;)

Why?
don't ask me why

If you are singl​e and saw an ex out with anoth​er girl,​ what would​ you do?
haha, disturb them =P

Do your paren​ts have a big say as to who you date?​
Chyeahh, you've got that right.

Do your frien​ds have a say as to who you date?​
sometimes, but they don't get in the way of my choices.

If your ex said they don'​t want to be with you, what would​ you say?
uh, we're already not together ?

Do you disli​ke anyon​e close​ to your exes or crush​es?​
noo

If there​ was one thing​ you could​ say to the one you love,​ what would​ it be?
<3

HAHA, watched Secret for the kezillionth time last night. It gets me everytime, below are those few scenes from Secret that i loveeeeeddd most. AHAH




(:



i know, their awesome on the piano. HAHA.



My favourite piano piece of all time [first song]. HEH. Listen, & trust me you'll love it :D



Ending song.


Okay truthfully, i'm starting to ike Jay Chou alot. HAHA. Oh well, thats all for now i guess. Blah.

:)

Hello,
in previous posts i forgot to write about the Reunion Dinner before CNY. wooh, i took pictures, well actually i took a heck load of em, it's jsut that im suuuper lazy to be uploading everything so yeah anyway we had steamboat. HAHA, friggin tastyyyy ;D

Heh Heh


LOL, i loved the setting of the table.

Anyway, i didn't really show you how my ne hair was so yeah the picture below was taken by me about 10 minutes ago. HAHA. Okay i know i dont look nice in pictures so what? Oh and, with that fringe, it makes me look worse, but i kinda like it. Heheheeee.

SEEEEE, my eyes aren't covered anymoreeeeeeee ! SO PLEASE AH, those people who kept saying i had only one eye, for example tat noob fk huajian. MY EYE CAN BE SEEN LIAO, please do not accuse ^_^.
LOVES ~

xxoo-;

My. Old. Hair.

It was looooooooooong and with that fringe covering my eye that i loved soooo muchh. But! "People" told me that, i had only one eye, & said that cutting my fringe would be a great thing to do so YEAH, i "took" their so-called advice and BOOM, cut my fringe. It looks not as nice as my previous hair but it's still kinda okay. It dosen't look nice when i've tied up my hair and t dosen't look nice in pictures so i just took a side view of it ~_~

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TAR DAHHHHH !

Sucks dosen't it? T_T. Or, yeah i know you can't see much but DEAL WITH IT lahhh ! T_T

Heh Heh Heh ;

Eh You, Yes You, Don't stop reading this post ;D

Ponteng-ed school today. HOHO. Will be going to re-straighten my hair + cut my FRINGE later today. I think o_o. I'm still not too sure yet, if i REALLY wanna do it. HEH. Anyway, i'm still sickkk. Down with the friggin fever and sore throat. I think my voice is GOING AWAYY ): Oh yes, and before i forget ! I better post up some ss ! It's been AGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES since i've posted ss-es , omgahh. Heh.


Lady Dew, MIND UR FKING MANNERS around maplers like me

wooow, this is like, hw long ago? tat lucy had no cash & only 8x WAHAHAH
LOL
huh?
OMG, im so cute HAHA
Be Jealous, Be Very Jealous, My zai ahma pt hoho
WTFXCKKK
<3
Seal Chair x3

SIMON DI ! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
When i was taking my 2nd job x_x
my first ever spammer o.o
this jxy THINK he vry tall hor !
SEE, PROOF*** Hj jio me ks at mong, but HE DIE FIRST :D
Before 2nd job. lvl 2x :D
leveeeeel upp !
He made it easier for viewers to know who'se huajian. Yes, it's that crybaby over there :D
<3
Of course, everyone does
noob english much?
yet again, everyone does
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH ?!!??!?!
forced x_x
LOL
YEA RIGHT, that wasn't me -.-
AHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
<3>
hazel, bang, me :D

BLAH !

heyho!

ah, nothing to post. my noob asked me to update so yeah here i am updating ma blog in schuuuul. Anyway, I'm sick o_o. Down with the flu. Ah yea anyway imma ponteng schuul on thurs and fri, hoho. Anyway yeah thats it so, byeee ;D

;)

Okay, the picture is only 25 minutes oldd. Never edited, but yeah i put it on black and white. Looks weird tho. My eyes were all sleepy-weepy. Oh and my phone's camera SUCKS. I want those big big Nikon camera's ): pleasepleaseplease?