Friday, June 26, 2009

Not meant to be ;

Heyy(:


Feeling down, as usual. You know, sometimes i wonder.... How did you get over me so fast? I'm trying to. Hey, don't go accusing me of shit. Because i didn't do anything wrong. You're the one who said that we should be friends. I'm like... Uhm, okay. So yeah, were friends now. & when i try to forget you, your reaction wasn't what i thought i would get. Argh, then you made me can't forget you, again. But anyway, i have loads of support around me. Everyone I can see will cheer me up. Even parents. Despite dad being a little ... He still gives advice. & Mum, she at least understands the way i feel. But knowingly she will mention the famous phrase ' never forget ur studies '. Heh. A big thankyou to Ryan, Syaz, Simmren, Fong Yu, Amanda, Ehsan, Li Jin, Gary, Nicholas, Heena, Nadiah, Jian Wai, Daryl, Sin Wah, think that's all. Hmm, you guys have been there to cheer me up since day one of break up until today. You guys are so awesome, dealing with me when i have to nag again and again about him. Talking to me everyday to make sure i'm alright & just listening to me cry, or what so ever. I know it's boring to hear, but you guys were there for me! Awwww T.T *hugs*



Today onwards, i'm ready to find another guy to be with. Hey, but single is good too.


Chee How,

I missed those times we were together, yeah of course i do. I miss every single time we kissed or hugged & every time you made a lame joke or just told me you missed or loved me. Seeing you in school was like the only reason why i had a smile on my face 24/7. Despite all the fights we were still really cute together, i know that! The long talks on the phone & those cute messages you sent to me. & the way you are so sensitive. It's cute, but annoying sometimes. Haha. But hey, it dosen't mean that since were friends we can't have those moments anymore. Sure, were not a couple anymore but i'm still keeping my promise. I'll still be there when you need me, but as a friend. You're the one who said that we should be friends when i asked you. So yeah, you got your wish. Don't get me wrong, i'm happy for you, for where you stand today. But just go easy on the girls please, LOL. I will miss you, but someday we both can understand why this is the best for us. :D Goodbye boyfriend. Hello friend :)




Anyway, yesterday night sneaked and used the computer at midnight. LOL, played mo siang. Hmm, it's quite okayy la. Fong yu showed me around the game bla bla. It's quite intresting. Haha, i'll get used to it. Took 2 screenshots as below :-






Hmm, I really am not too sure about what i'm playing or doing. Haha but hey! Don't get me wrong, it's quite fun actually. Hahah, but then I also started maple today. Gary finally gave me the ID & pass. FINALLY! -_-". Thenn playing in Bootes. I'm only level 8 now T.T Soooo lazy to train. Gahh. & now is 2x. Till 10pm. Lol, but veh lazy to play maple. Just feel like sleeping now. I think i'm going to fall sick, omgzxzxzx.


Okiee, i have nothing else to blog about already. F>Boyfriend. Pm me. LOL JOKING -.-


Byeee!

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