Hii Humans.
I'm not feeling any better form yesterday. In school i felt sick to my stomach until after lunch where i laughed ABIT, i think it might be the first time i smiled today? Well then went for Speech& Drama where everything sucked again. This is my storyy,
Last night at 11.31pm i received a message from him, I'm nt gonna say what we talked about or what but just telling yooh. So yeah we msg-ed eachother until about 11.50 something or 12am. His messages made me happy, but i was shocked tho to receive him msg at first :\. So yeah but i was happy, before opening the message my heart beated, beated. Why would he even be messaging me? But i was glad he did. So yeah then in the end he said stuff that cheered me up a whole load. Gah, i was never so glad.
Sooooo, then he reminded me to wear th grey t-shirt tmrw. Yeah, i always forget it on Wednesdays -.- , anyway today after ECA i saw him outside 5 Science. Which was the class i had my Speech & Drama in. Well i know, obviously he WASN'T waiting for me. Couldn't be, i guess he was waiting for his friend in the toilet or something. Anyway, i was kinda happy to see him, well yeah i just like looking at him. Then i quickly went upstairs cos i was pei-ing Marcia to go get her bag.
& after break i had Science. Teachers were having a meeting inside so we all waited outside for awhile. Me & Puteri were standing at the balcony talking about him, then we turned behind suddenly he passed by, i looked at him, well practically stared at him but i forced myself to look away. I had to, right? Haihh.
Oh and, during lunch i was sitting near the girls toilet downstairs, where everyone normally lepak(s) there. So yeh i was talking to Ben and stuff. He said my contacts were scary, LOL. Reminded him of the Gannush or something from Drag me to Hell. -.- So then he asked about hows my problem with him and all. Then he kept saying his name again and again, i'm like Ben! Stop it! Cos everytime i hear his name i'd feel so sad somehow. But yeah, then khai teq came to sit with us also, & simmren too, we talked then about him and stuff. Sighhh, then i don't know, Simmren gave me a little encouragement on how i'm better off single? Sigh but i need him.
Overall today was sick-ish. I felt sick the whole day & not to mention really really tired. I haven't got enough sleep lately, & i haven't been eating right. I've lost like, 2kg since Sunday & today after school i lost another 1kg -.- I just don't have the apetite to eat, i don't even feel hungry for that matter. It takes time for me to get over him, once i'm okay then maybe, JUST MAYBE, things will be back to normal. Sigh, i miss him, xx
I'm not feeling any better form yesterday. In school i felt sick to my stomach until after lunch where i laughed ABIT, i think it might be the first time i smiled today? Well then went for Speech& Drama where everything sucked again. This is my storyy,
Last night at 11.31pm i received a message from him, I'm nt gonna say what we talked about or what but just telling yooh. So yeah we msg-ed eachother until about 11.50 something or 12am. His messages made me happy, but i was shocked tho to receive him msg at first :\. So yeah but i was happy, before opening the message my heart beated, beated. Why would he even be messaging me? But i was glad he did. So yeah then in the end he said stuff that cheered me up a whole load. Gah, i was never so glad.
Sooooo, then he reminded me to wear th grey t-shirt tmrw. Yeah, i always forget it on Wednesdays -.- , anyway today after ECA i saw him outside 5 Science. Which was the class i had my Speech & Drama in. Well i know, obviously he WASN'T waiting for me. Couldn't be, i guess he was waiting for his friend in the toilet or something. Anyway, i was kinda happy to see him, well yeah i just like looking at him. Then i quickly went upstairs cos i was pei-ing Marcia to go get her bag.
& after break i had Science. Teachers were having a meeting inside so we all waited outside for awhile. Me & Puteri were standing at the balcony talking about him, then we turned behind suddenly he passed by, i looked at him, well practically stared at him but i forced myself to look away. I had to, right? Haihh.
Oh and, during lunch i was sitting near the girls toilet downstairs, where everyone normally lepak(s) there. So yeh i was talking to Ben and stuff. He said my contacts were scary, LOL. Reminded him of the Gannush or something from Drag me to Hell. -.- So then he asked about hows my problem with him and all. Then he kept saying his name again and again, i'm like Ben! Stop it! Cos everytime i hear his name i'd feel so sad somehow. But yeah, then khai teq came to sit with us also, & simmren too, we talked then about him and stuff. Sighhh, then i don't know, Simmren gave me a little encouragement on how i'm better off single? Sigh but i need him.
Overall today was sick-ish. I felt sick the whole day & not to mention really really tired. I haven't got enough sleep lately, & i haven't been eating right. I've lost like, 2kg since Sunday & today after school i lost another 1kg -.- I just don't have the apetite to eat, i don't even feel hungry for that matter. It takes time for me to get over him, once i'm okay then maybe, JUST MAYBE, things will be back to normal. Sigh, i miss him, xx
Taa.
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