That Boy :)

Gah. Why does my best friend have to like the same person as i do? Like come on, we're friends and you KNEW that i like him waaayy before you did. Before yesterday, my two best friends thougt this guy was like "eeww, ugly". But yesterday, their like, "omg, he's so hot". And one of them happens to like him. Dosent she know, that i liked him waaay before she did? Like puh-leze, you say time dosent matter, but you're my friend, you shouldn't be this way. Guys, should i give him up and let my friend have him? Or should i go for it. I got motivation from Ryan which happens to be "his" close friend and also my dear pet brother. He says i have much more chance than my "best friend" in getting the guy. Gah, life's hard when it comes to guys. It was fun today, my best friends hadn't spoken to him before, so he came to class and waved at me, when he left, they were all hyperventilating and were dead jealous of me. But during the time where we were in the waiting room on the way to the haunted house, he sat on the floor with us and talked. Hehe, he's humourous and interesting. Theres something about him that cant stop me from staring. His smile? His eyes? His laughter? His voice? whichwhichwhich?! I guess i should keep trying ...







Or stop.


With Friends Like These, Who Needs Enemies?

Hotel 626

I played hotel 626 today :)
As recommended by my gan papa slash sex partner :D
He said it was funny but NO, it scared the heck out of me. They asked me to enable my webcam and mic, so i did. And then there was a part where we had to spot that ghost thingy and take a photo of her. I think i took the pictures wrongly and BOOM, there was a sharp scream plus her face on my screen. Gah and i was on headphones with the sound turned on so loud. x_x. Then, in there was a part where we were supposed to actually sing a lullaby, so i hummed bella's lullaby :D and the baby went to sleep. Next round was i had to get out of the hotel. I had a phone call, picked it up and a guy said that if i wanna get out, i have to listen carefully, so i listened and he directed me out of the hotel. So i followed. Then in the car, there was something behind. Jeez, the game scared the freak out of me. Oh and in the end, there was a picture of me when i was so scared at one point. HAHA, i didn't even know they took it ._. But they did, with my face all fxcked up. LOLOL.
Below is a picture of the ending part. But it's the second round that i played again so it didnt have my picture.

If you wanna play, http://www.hotel626.com/

Just so you know, it's only open from 6pm to 6am daily. :)

ENJOY GETTING YOUR ASS KICKED BY A COMPUTER GAME.

Trust Me, this will scare you if you don't play it correctly,

if you do, the game will not be a tiny bit scary, only entertaining :D

i'm not tiongxim.

Hello Peoples.

I come here today to tell you my story. Read and understand, if you don't, please do not hesitate to ask me personally because i would be glad to explain :) Lets Begin.
Though it hasn't been LONG enough since i broke up with my LAAST ex, but already i think i'm falling for someone else. Okay, i'm not tiongxim, that's for sure, but the truth is that i'm a freaking hongster. Maybe i can put it this way, i'm a slut without sex. I'm a whore with just flirting and using a guys heart. I think , that is ME. It's who i am. Can't stop myself from being the way I am. Anyway, i never planned on actually flirting so much but yeh. Gosh, i want to stay single, but at the same time, i want someone by my side who can make me feel, whole. I don't know about you guys out there, but i fall for guys and FAST. I don't know, is it just me or do i like people for no reason none other than their looks? I hope not. Anyway, back to the one about who i THINK, i like.

I can't find a valid reason to get him out of this head of mine. LOL. Am I starting to fall for him? God, No. NO NO NO. I don't want to come falling for someone else. I don't want to be falling for people so fast, gawd, am i born some kind of hongster? Why can't i be tiongxim like every other average girl MY AGE? Gaaah, but i can't help myself from falling for HIM. Anyway i think it's okay for me to fall for him, because nothing will happen anyway, it wouldn't work out, will it? Okay okay, enough talk about this " BOY ".

I had a supeeeeer wierd dream yesterday. Guess What. I dreamt that i was PREGNANT. Godammit, PREGNANT. And whose baby? I DOONT KNOW. I just ended up pregnant one day, and delivered to TWINS, omgosh. I was even so afraid of the pain. HAH. Anyway, nothing else i have to say today, no school tomorrow :) So i'd probably post again tomorrow. Alright then, Bye!

My Pale Face;

My second post for today ;

I'm sick. After a long time, i'm sick again. This time, im down with fever and sore throat. Gah, i hate being sick. Really kills me. I woke up this morning and looked into the mirror and the first thing i thought was, " Gawd, i look pale-er then ever ". And it's true, i've never been this pale. I woke up at 10.30, had breakfast, used the computer then went for a shower. At 4, i slept again and woke up about 5. At 5.30, i slept again and woke up around 7. I might have had enough sleep though but i dont know. I have been taking defamatory lozenges and gargling with salt water and those sore throat thingy. Gah, it hurts, it hurts alot. Fk, i'm so bored now, waiting for friends to come online. I just finished telling my problems to hermitzxzz. :) He's a good listener, and he's like a dad to me. Gives me the best advice ever. Another thing, i miss my blizzardtea er zi. I don't know where and how is he right noww. Gah, he was the best er zi ever. ):

I made up my mind already, going for bowling on wednesday, and if lucky, we'd get to buy Starbucks. Anyway, i am sure going to miss ssc when i leave in a few days. Oh well this is fate. SSC has been nice, but it's time for a change.

Downloading tons of songs right now, mostly chinese songs. O_O . Never thought i would wanna listen to chinese songs but what the heck, it sounds real good, I think. .

So i guess this is the end of my post for todaay :)

GUYS,

I'm finally Single again. I ended it yesterday. We didn't see eachother too much. Not enough for a proper relationship. Sighs. But, i'm not sad, or going to be emo about all this, because afterall, i asked for the breakup. I'm kinda happy now, being single and all, feels so light. Anyway, i don't think i have much to talk about today. Probably i'd post again later on, when the day has actually started. Till next time ;

andreabeingsingleonceagain:)

Pee/Ass ; My blog is PRIVATE now. So if you're reading this then, you're prioritised. :)

While The Rest Of Them Can Find Happiness In Misery;

Okay, second post in one day. - My Cousins.

I received an e-mail from my aunt & cousin's in Texas, America. It's good to hear from them afer a long time. My aunt is having her exams soon, and she's about to complete her Masters. My Uncle, just lost his job, apparently, alot have been loosing jobs in America lately. My parents offered some money, but they were okay financally. As for my Older Cousin, Zeon, He's going to college in Washington or Boston anytime soon. I'm not sure when the smester starts. It seems that he does real well. He got accepted into one of those great colleges :). Well, My younger cousin, which is, the same age as me, he's on tour with his band around Texas. Wow, he's in a band, playing the lead guitarist. I heard, he's super tall now. That's good news i guess. They mght be visiting soon maybe, who knows.

That person, still in my head, i'm trying to remove IT. But Can't. Many of you might assume it's someone. But trust me, none of you know that person. None of you who reads my blog knows em. Think again pal.


When life gives you a lemon, throw it back and yell " I want happiness "

Deep IN, Depression;

Is it possible for one to be under depression only because of one very small cause which happens to be the stupidest reason of all? I strongly agree.

Why am i under this big rock. Whose going to bring me out? It's already bad enough im under it, and to make it worse, it's drop dead heavy. Remove this rock from me because i shall no care about some assholes in this world who do not care about my feelings. Oh Come On, Don't tell me the past was nothing. The past was something. My dream had came true. I was so afraid of it. I couldn't bare thinking about that person for a whole week. Thus, in the end, the dream turned out to be reality. I'm even hearing voices in my head now.

Option one : I might be crazy. That was the layman's term for people who heard voices in their head.

Possible.

Option Two : My subconscious mind was giving me what it tought I didn't want. This wasn't wish fulfillment - a momentary strike of pain by embracing the incorrect idea that the particular person cared. Projecting all those that could ruin me.

Probable.


Anyway, why should I care for someone who had hurt me so much, and yet i've only known for 1 month?

* Nick, I Miss You :)
& I'll see you soon! :D

The dream that wasn't meant to be;

Why are you even here? ;

You're not supposed to. It's not where you belong. Why do you even care? You shouldn't. It's not your job.

I had a horrible dream the night before. I can't believe it happened but it has affected me alot. It's Just a Dream. It's Just a Dream. Or is it? I never thought " dreams " could be this bad. The dream broke my heart, the dream made my happines fade. That dream cannot be erased. That dream, will stay, till the end. Am I going too far? Where is this going to lead me? Is this going to make me ignore that person for the rest of my life? Will this make me hate that person? GOD KNOWS .

How did you force your way up to my number one priority list? How did you?

Why should I Immitate one with Bad Taste?;

Look here, Val. Why should i be immitating you ? I mean, physically you have the worse taste ever. And didn't your momma teach you manners? If she did, where did you hide yours? I don't even know you, i haven't spoken to you until today. Come on, i was just exploring, and you just come up to me and tell me to FUCK OFF? . It's like, awkward don't you think? You come up to a complete stranger and say " Kindly FUCK OFF ". It's stupid of you Val. Secondly, whats up with " you copied my blogskin and even the song " ? Wake Up FuckFace, i'd bet almost every blogger gets his/her skin from blogskins.com. If you don't thats your problem. Around 3 in 10 people would have the same skin. We ALL get it from blogskins.com. Oh and, whats up with "copying" your song? You think YOU'RE the only one listening to that particular song? Like I said before, i don't even know you for fuck sake, i don't even have your BLOG. Even Mandy says your blog is blocked, and only able to be viewed by CERTAIN people. I've never talked to you, so how could i be that "certain" person to have run across your blog and steal your blogskin + song? You've got to be kidding me Val. Show Yourself, If you're not happy with me, just keep your busy mouth shut because girl I will knock you out of your own game.


Don't Play Stupid With Me, I'd Beat You At It

Breaking Dawn;

It's Friday, 17th October 08' .
Just got back from Nad's Open house.
The only person i talked to there was like her and Aliah.
Her friends are pretty much, how do I put it,
GEDIK? .
I guess that is the right word .

Anyway, We had nothing much to do though,
took like a kezillion pictures.
Most of them with aliah and the rest are all three of us.
It was reaaaaaal fun.
Until.
Her friend's arrived, well i figured maybe try to make friends with them,
or,
i guess not.
All they speak is MALAY .
It's like, they talk like with having a so-called AMERICAN slang,
but their speaking MALAY.
I'm like, wtf?
So, i guess this is what i'd deal with when i switch to a govt. School.

Speaking of NEXT YEAR ,
I shall not be like one of those GEDIK malay girls you find in govt. schools.
though im not Malay . O__O
SHALL NOT.
Their all likee, wierdwierdwierd.
Nadiah's o-kaaaaayy.
but she's probably busy,
entertaining her friends. So,
me and Aliah were left aloneeee.
But i guess it's okay cuz before the open house started,
she didn't really bother about her friends though.
She was like, ignoring them, talking to us. 8D.

Yesterday, it's like awkward when CANLIAN,
asked me if she could borrow Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn from me.
I'm like, err okaaaay sure.
The thing is,
why would SHE, want to borrow it?
I mean, like, i've never seen her reading books like those,
books that might not even be exiting to her.
O____________________________________________O.

Being online these days are SUPER boring.
Missing Nick ):
Our exams are done with next week.
Wednesday to Friday, PONTENG.
=D

I'll see Nick after my exams maybe.
Nadiah wants to see him,
she wants to see Yusof too,
not sure why ._.
I barely even know Yusof,
like, he's Nicholas's friend for god's sake,
not mine!

As for Aliah,
she dosent know if she's going because she dosen't know
anyone there, exept for me and Nad.
8D.
Even if we do go,
Piramid's like, so far from Nick's place.
and 1U's like so far from my place.
Nick cant drive, YET.
Soon, he can 8D.
And my transport problems are OVER


When you loved the one who was killing you,
it left you no options. If your life was all you had to give,
how could you not give it? If it was someone you truly loved?

To be irrevocable in love with a vampire is both fantasy and
nightmare woven into a dangerously heighted reality for Her.
Pulled in one direction by her intense passion for Him.,
and in another profound connection to the other,
she has endured a tumultuous year of tempation, loss, and strife to reach
the ultimate turning point. Her imminent choice to either join the dark
but seductive world of immortals or pursue a fully human life has become
the thread from which the fate of two tribes hangs

Below, are some pictures we people took while over at Nad's .

Pictures ;

PICTUREEEEEEES! :D



Throughout th' English test that i had YESTERDAY,
had some extra rough paper, so i drew these.
Not all-that kinda ''artsy'' stuff, but simple.
:)






MY Baskin Robbins. MY Love :)






CHOCOLATE =D.

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Me, Ziany, Nadiah and Amirah did this during free period :D.

You know things are bad when you've been rude to Vampires;

OH HI AGAIN :)

I just got back home, Pwnt english I and II :D.
Moral was hard though, the definations and
the '' soalan esei '' .
I'm having sejarah tomorrow ):.
sadded. Tonight, i'm sure to be studying like fck.
Anyways, nothing much to do now,
chatting with Daryl, Hua Jian and Daim.
raaawr.

Gah, theres nothing to do in school anymore after exams.
Sad much, im leaving the school for some other.
Er, heard their others leaving too.
Anyway i guess haters would be glad =/.
Uh and yeh i might as well leave anyway.
=l.

Okaaaaay, i'm back to being a GEEK
see you nerds. 8D.
studystudystudy.

-- You know things are bad when you've been rude to Vampires. ; Jacob Black.

It's that time of the year again;

OH HI :) .

Haven't post-ed in a while though been busy studying.
so yeh it's exam period again. =/ And the Form 3's are
having their PMR. It's that time again where people
study like somewhat apeshit. Haven't been doing much
reading of the twilight saga too. I'll get on with it
after ZE, exams.

Ain't supposed to be on now, uhm, but yeh as usual
i'm sneaking, heh. Gah, what else is there to write?
O_O.

hooookay, well Nick's having his exams tooo.
So yeh i only get to see em after, his exams.
=/ .
imissyounick :).

As so, it's the end of another post.
Oh and again, Edward Cullen will always be that Hottie in a book 8D.
&& Hero Kim Jae Joong will always be that drop dead gorgeous lad. HAAH.

neeeeew pictures:D


of me that is ;)


EHH COMMENR THE ENW PHOTOS IN TH TAGBOARD PLEEEAAASSSEEE!

ss-es.

HELLO HELLO PEOPLES !
JUST SOME PICS FROMMM MAPLEEE =D
ENJOY!

























LAAAAAAASTLYYY !
THE BEST SS OF ALL =D
THE FUNNIST TOO.


























THE SNAIL IS PEEKING UP HER SKIRT !
ROFL ROFL ROFL ROFL.
CUTTTTEEEE =D

01 Name
❤Andrea.
02 Sex
❤Female
03 Email address
❤ask for it.
04 Birthdate
❤15-03-95
05 Family
❤mum.dad.me.sister.
06 Height
❤158-16ocm
07 Weight
❤40kg.
08 Something good about yourself
❤Easy-going?
09 Something bad about yourself
❤gila.
10 Describe your personality in one word
❤crazy.
11 Celebrities that you like
❤O___O
12 Songs you like
❤Bella's Lullaby
13 Fav. Season
❤Summer.
14 Games you’re good at
❤uhm,
15 My ideal woman or man
❤O___O
16 If you have to choose between same age/older/younger
❤older.
17 Your mood right now
❤Good.
18 What you have in your pocket right now
❤nothing.
19 Sleeping out
❤O___O
20 Alcohol tolerance
❤good.
21 Drinking habits
❤O_O
22 How old were you the first time you drank
❤forgotten,
23 When do you want to get married
❤now. LOL.
24 About my singing
❤more to love.
25 About my dancing
❤better than singing.
26 Something I want these days
❤sleep.
27 When you’re home alone
❤on9 & sms.
28 When you’re standing in front of the mirror
❤look.
29 Clothes you’re wearing right now
❤Tee-shirts n pants
30 How much money do you have in your wallet
❤not more than 100 bucks.
31 What you want to buy for your girlfriend/ boyfriend
❤Hardest question yet .__.''
32 Does height matter to you
❤yeaaap.
33 What song do you sing when you go to sing karaoke
❤i dont go to karaoke.
34 What would you do if you had plans with your friend but they never showed up
❤get pissed.
35 What would you do if the person you loved cheated on you
❤._________________.''
36 How long will you be able to wait for the person you love
❤ long enough.
37 First kiss
❤don't look at the paaast. SOON SOON :)
38 A feature you feel doesn’t need to be fixed
❤styleee.
39 Feature you feel should be fixed
❤height.
40 People you miss the most right now
❤uhm
41 First love
❤O_o
42 When you cried the most
❤o_o
43 When do you feel you’re grown up
❤never felt such a way.
44 What you don’t like
❤you ):
45 When you felt happy
❤I give a wideee smile.
46 When you were most flabbergasted
❤O__O
47 Best looking person of the opposite gender you’ve seen so far
❤*hehe*
48 Why aren’t you going out with anyone
❤o.o?
49 What you feel towards that person
❤o.o?
50 What would you say to the people actually reading this
❤HELLO =D
51 Something you’re most worried about
❤nothing.
52 When do you look most weak
❤when i wake up in the middle of the night.
53 How do you NOT get dumped
❤o.o
54 3 things a person NEEDS
❤oxygen.water.food.
55 Your grades in school
❤getting better.
56 #1 on your phone
❤o_o
57 Phone company
❤sony ericcson
58 Phone bill
❤i dont pay.
59 Place you want to go
❤everywhere.
60 Favorite TV program
❤Grey's Anatomy.
61 Movie that pissed you off
❤Camp Rock.
62 Movie you watched with most meaning
❤Im not stupid too/Sepet/A walk to remember.
63 Most recent movie watched
❤The Orphanage.
64 Movie you want to recommend
❤Sepet.
65 If you could become a character inside a movie
❤Bella Swan in Twilight.
66 How many net cafes are you a member to
❤not even onee.
67 Which do you go to most often
❤i dont go.
68 What you feel about this cafe?
❤....
69 What you want to say to the starter of the cafe?
❤stop askin abt 'cafe'!
70 You believe it is okay to marry someone else to save the person that you love
❤maybe ._.
71 What would you do if your parents didn’t bless your decision to get married
❤....
72 Do you think you’re a player
❤i DONT know .____.''
73 What time do you wake up
❤not constant timing.
74 When you go to sleep
❤earliest at 7pm.
75 If someone you met for the first time asked for your number
❤depends.
76 What would you do if you liked someone at a meeting
❤staree.
77 Celebrity you want to go out with
❤Nick Jonas ;D
78 How many kids do you want
❤two.
79 Something you really want to be good at
❤Dancingg.
80 What I want to be in 10 years
❤happy.
81 Someone you’re jealous of right now
❤no one.
82 A word that you use a lot
❤LOL
83 What I do when I first wake up
❤open my eyes.
84 What would you do if you picked up a million dollars
❤plenty!
85 What would you do if you became invisible
❤wow, it's SPY time!
86 Singer you think is the best singing live
❤idk.
87 Singers you don’t understand why they even sing
❤Hannah Montana
88 A kind of man you don’t like:
❤ah beng.
89 A kind of woman you don’t like
❤bitchy.slut.whore.fcking irritating.twits.sombong.selfish.everything else.
90 What would you do if you found someone you love more than the person you’re dating right now
❤O_____________________O
91 What would you feel if you met someone you’ve broken up with
❤o_o
92 Most important possession
❤phone.
93 What you do when you first get online
❤sign in msn and friendster.
94 What surprised you the most
❤idk.
95 What you do when you can’t fall asleep
❤text someone.
96 What do you think you were in your past life
❤Vampire :)
97 If you were to be born again
❤Vampire :)
98 What are you going to do after you finish this
❤friendster.
99 How honest were you
❤o_o
100 What do you want to say
❤TAG ME. TAG ME. TAG ME. BOREDBOREDBORED. HEY! YOU! YES YOU! I LOVE YOU! { okaaayy, didn't mean that ._. }

okayokay.
nick is back alreadddyy.
just wanted to drop by to say ..

Selamat Hari Raya
to the
Muslims
whoo are celebrating

Maaf Zahir & Batin.
O____O did i get it right? ._.''


BYEEE!

:)

well i have been playing mapleSEA rather more than usual though.
hahaha.
I'm thinking of rebuilding my account and maybe just buy some cash.
At least, have clothes. (x
I wouldn't be playing alot though. Probably come on a few hours a day.
Not like before i used to sit and play it like 24/7 . ROFL.
I madeee new friends xD and Found old bls.
Surprised that they still play.
l0llip0ps3 aka shiny dosen't care about me anymore.
The last words she said to me before i quitted, i still remembered.
Well, im not sure why she dosent care anymore. I was rather exited to see her
in the FM. I came up to her, started calling her name. Then she's like
" get lost, i hate you " then i felt like so blur
What did i say? Before i left, she was all so nice to me.
She dosent know how hurt i am to hear that from her mouth.
of all i still cared about her more than usual. always have
maybe she had moved on the way i just left her one day for my studies.
how selfish of me. well i still miss her. ALOT.
oh well, its life

Anyway, i made friends with MrWaLaOs. LOL.
We crap-ed alot. and then i met celestial445 {old bl}
uhm yeh and i hang-ed with SMILEx and ZxDoryxZ.
Happens that dory came back to cosmo =D.
Theres only about 46 people left in Cosmopolitan ):
But oh well, it' just like before but WHATEVER.

Nothing much to do now, i accidentally logged out during the server check
so i can't go back in ald ): Nidda wait till it's 1pm .
HUEAHUEAHUEA.

Below are a few picturesss from maple :)

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BYE!