Boo! (:

Haven't been blogging for awhile now. Anyway, last week, i had my favourite appitizer of all time, ESCARGOTS! (:

Well, if you're thinking, whats Escargots? Their spanish Garden snails. Well they sound less tasty after the "snail" part. But trust me, they are freaking awesomeee(:

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Soo, yesterday Daddy told me that we were actually supposed to go to London, Paris & Dubai Next Tues, but you knw what?! My mum & sister's passport haven't renew! :( So we're either going second week of holidays or In August/September (: Can't waiittt!

London.

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Went to skybar, Traders Hotel, Kl Yesterday. The place is ledgendary (:
Have no picturee, sorry, but you can look it up on google though (:

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Haih, i'm so bored, very lazy to blog already. Want updates? Just IM me yeh? MSN please? I dnt use ym/aim. (:

Taa.

Piczos.

Hello :)
I'm home & bored. It's time to blog :)
Yesterday was pretty boring, baby had no credit so we didn't sms. To make it worse i couldn't go on cos i had stuff to do. Well not stuff, just abit of cleaning up. After cleaning up last night i felt tired so yeh i looked into all the oldoldold albums :) Of my baby pictures. LOLOL. I tried to scan them but my scanner spoilt! So i took the pictures and tried to use my camera to take them gain. @.@ Results :-

Me & Philippe at my first F1 Race @.@" When i was ... 6?

Meeee after my 6th bday party(:

It's me, 15 months old, kissing my teddy. o.o

Me, I'm nt sure hw many months @.@" LOL. I look so different right? I KNOW! -.-

My kindergarten Class. When i was 4. You can easily spot me :)

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Anyway, today went to eat DIMSUMMM! (: Then went to my sister's school carnival thingo for awhile. Soo, pictures :

Stupid sister playing stupid games.

They used sexbands for one of the games @.@"

Face Painting -.- But nice board tho.(:

LOL another stupid game.

~_~

My sister did Henna tattoo too.

Process.

Henna ! I love to tease Heena with this. HAHAHA!

Interesting choice of box -.-

Process.
Half Way.
It's Finished! She thinks so so cute isit?! -.-

Carnival.
Aww, my poor dog looking out from the gate :(

Soooo, Last night i was digging thru all the oldoldoldoldold books in the mini library in my house. GUESS WHAT I FOUND ?!

PLAYBOY MAGAZINE. -.-

From year 1997.

LOLOLOL. Must be my dad's -.-''

Danggit, guys are so fxcking dirty minded can!

Anyway, i DIDN'T open it okay ?! The girl on the cover also so kns i think if i open the girls look worse? -.- & eew, why would i wanna see girls naked ._.

Hmm, i'm going to skybar tonight! Woot. It's at KLCC, top floor but i dunno which floor @.@ I can't wait. Weee. (:

I'm off, bye(:

dead.

Haihs, i'm damn fking moody now.

I realise that today i blogged more than once i think -.-

Argh, i've been so bored the whole day. My dad haven't collected his iPhone. I can't wait to play with it :( Anyway i think almost whole day din talk to baby. Haihs, make me even more moody, then nothing to think about suddenly think about the dream from the other day, make me even MORE moody. Wapiang, how much more moody can i be? zzz.

I tell you, thats the most influencial dream i even had. It's so freaking disturbing. Because it's possible, not now, i mean future lah -.- Baby said it's impossible for him not to love me. Haihs no one knows the future leh baby. I feel like dying now omg, someone kill me please? Argh.

You know right, i'm actually very very very sensitive, just that i keep inside my heart nia. You think i like to show meh, pssh, i very good at hiding my feelings. Ah, except for if i cant take it then i'll just cry. My tears are th words that my heart cannot say. Rawr, can't tmrw come any faster? I need to see baby, like, now. It's bad enough we never really talked today. Gah, i hate weekends. I wish there were never any weekends. Seriously looking forward to the end of MYE. Then imma go out for bigbigbig shopping with people. Hopefully baby can come too :)

Today i drank a can of coke. -.- Omg fattening sia. I'm starting gym next week :) Wee, i plan to loe 10 pounds. God, that will make me 30 something kg only! Cannot cannot. Scared later wind blow i fly away T.T Okay lah, my goal i love 5 pounds by end of June. Think i can do it? -.- I veh lazy one, gym also 1 hr nia then go lepakkkk. Weee.

Omg the dream suddenly in my head again -.- GRR. Stop it ! Stop it ! Get out of my head, like now! ZZZ. Please leh, this dream really killing me now.

I don't want to live this world anymore. Haih, just take my life away i don't care anymore. I don't want to live, breathe neither do i want to love. Nah just kidding, i still want to love. Cos thats what keeps me going -.- Gah, so that makes breathing & living unecesarry. God, killme killme killme. :( I want to dieeeee, yes i'm serious.

Exams. Problems. Disturbance. Ignorance & Misery. ALL AT ONE TIME ! How you wish you will never be me.

I wish i just drop down & die.

Edit*--

I had a very very bad day, sigh, too many things happened. I need to meditate. Yes, thats exactly what i need right now. Omg, i feel like i'm about to fall off this cliff and theres practically no one, or should i say nothing below to catch me. Sigh. I cried my feelings out just a few minutes ago. My whole family went out for dinner. I have no mood to eat today. My dad scolded the shit out of me because i didn't have lunch & dinner, and tmrw as usual i ont have breakfast & lunch in school I was so fking pissed. He was telling me things like, oh see this is what happens when you hav boyfriends at this age, you dont eat bla bla. I dont know what the fuck he was talking about. I was just so rude to all of them, i shouted back, not like you know anything, i'm not hungry you cant force me to eat. Dun eat also wont die -.- Fk, i really have no mood. I started crying after they left, i was home alone, sitting on the stairs on the corner, no one to company me, no one to cheer me up. Suddenly while crying my doggy came to me and started licking the tears off my face on my cheeks & my eyes. I started laughing and hugging my dog. Sigh, sometimes dogs are really a man's best friend. My dog cheered me up in just what? 1 minute? I have no one now, haih im not sure what happened to baby. After 1.57pm today he didn't reply any of my messages, then i texted him again at 5.04pm he didnt reply. Well that was my last message, i've got no credit. I feel like dying all over again. I don't think i wanna go to school tmrw, i'm just going to lie down in bed all day with my dog. My eyes are swollen and red now, my cheeks are still wet because of the tears and my dogs saliva. (: My dog's currently sitting on my lap. Watching me type this while licking the keyboard and my fingers -.- Hahah. But i don't mind, sigh. I miss baby like hell. I needed you but you're not there. Haih, at least i still have my dog. Gah, i can't stop thinking about you, i miss you so much i can't even explain how much i do. I'm so afraid to lose you ye know? Especially because of the dream, it has made me even more catious and worse, it's made my trust for you loosen. Because of one stupid dream. Sigh, life sucks & then you die. I need you so much right now, i need you i need you, baby. Why aren't you here for me? Haih.

i love you so damned fucking hell much, baby.

Hello World(:

I'm so bored right now. Serious shyt, i have nth to do. Baby currently sleeping like zhu. Always sleep sleep sleep. Hehe, but i ask him to sleep de. So cannot blame lo. :D Anyway baby when read this dun scold me ahs. Hehe. I'm only stating facts ! Morning went out to OldTown White Coffee again, so freaking many people as usual. I ordered the bread thingy, kaya with butter. Veh niceee, and the enriched chocolate. After bfast my mum went to dapau chicken rice for me & my sis for lunch -.- We just ate then still can dapau more food for us. She expect us to eat 3 times a day :( Hmm then suddenly Sarah call me, the conversation below :

Sarah : Hello? Andrea isit?
Andrea : No lah, mr bean here.
Sarah : Hahaha, eh what you doing?
Andrea : Nothing lah just reach home
Sarah : From?
Andrea : breakfast lo
Sarah : oohh, eh evening free ?
Andrea : Go where wor?
Sarah : Park there, the basketball court see ppl play basketball
Andrea : since when you like basketball?
Sarah : Since i found out that got so many lengzai there
Andrea : Lengzai but all got gf liao ! HEHEHE
Sarah : ...... Eh! Some still single ok?!
Andrea : Aiya, so you asking me to go and kao them isit -.-
Sarah : No, I just want you pei me see them lah
Andrea : Haih, boring la, go somewhere else can?
Sarah : Got where very fun wor, Playground ah?
Andrea : ........ Go McDonalds wan?
Sarah : I lazy walk !
Andrea : Call Jordan drive us go lo
Sarah : He busy with his gf lar, dunno what they do inside the room, she sleepover you know!
Andrea : Hahaha, your mother let meh
Sarah : Dunno her, eh so how? evening want go?
Andrea : Dunwan!
Sarah : Then where you want to go!
Andrea : You bring me go my bf house, take him come wif us, then only i go!
Sarah : WHY YOU SO ADDICTED TO YOUR BF HARR ?!?!?!?!
Andrea : Why? Cannot? Jealous ah? HAHA.
Sarah : zzz I slap your bf then you know!
Andrea : Then i slap you back. hehe
Sarah : I kiss your bf then you know!
Andrea : FUCK YOU LAH WEI !
Sarah : come la, hahaha.
Andrea : zzz Eh, i need reply my bf msg la, you call my housephone can?
Sarah : okok. bye
Andrea : bye.

LOL Long conver but very stupid -.- Aiyaaaa im so boredddddddd T.T I'm playing with my dog ~_~ I've got nothing better to do, lolol. Okayy lah lazy to blog liao. Byeee(:

1.Your must wear
- clothes.

2.the movie that made you cry
- Secret, a walk to remember.

3.Something people would be surprised to know about you
- I'm not a malay.

4.The book that changed your life.
- Twilight.

5.What makes you happy?
- Family, friends, boyfriend.

Were you single on your last birthday?
* yeah.

Will tomorrow be better than today?
* hopefully.

Do you ignore people when you're mad/ upset?
* in a way

Who was the last person you talked to the phone?
* forgot.

Did the last person who hurt you, ever apologize?
* yes.

Any plans for this weekend?
* none.

What are you listening to?
* nth.

Are you a mean person?
* i can be

Do you get stressed out easily?
* nah uh

Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn't?
* think so.

Do you wear glasses?
* i don't

What is wrong with you right now?
* Nothing.

Have you ever attempted to count to a million?
* nope.

Can you hula hoop?
* nope.

Tell me what's on your mind?
* brain cells.

If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
* guess not.

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
* future and past. Never the present.

How long does it take you in the shower?
* depends.

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do it again?
* yeahh.

Have you done anything bad recently?
* guess so.

When was the last time you laughed?
* just now.

Do you believe once a cheater always a cheater?
* nah.

Ever been called heartless?
* yes.

Do you get distracted easily?
* yes.

Is it easier to forgive or forget?
* both.

What is your favorite eye color on the opposite sex?
* hazel / green / blue.

Can you handle the truth?
* maybe.

Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
* of course -.-

What's been bothering you lately?
* that dream.

Who was your last text to?
* baby.

What is your current mood?
* pissed.

What's your brother's name?
* Edward Cullen, yours?

Is there anyone you would do anything for?
* sure.

What do you think about when you fall asleep?
* nth

What are you doing right now?
* this

Who do you trust?
* people.

What is your favorite kind of weather?
* sunny.

Are you someone who worries too often?
* yes.

What was the first thing you did this morning?
* woke up with tears.

Are you usually a happy person?
* not really.

Are there any people who don't like you?
* sure.

What color shirt are you wearing?
* white.

What was your reaction to the last text you received?
* sceptical.

Last thing you ate?
* steamboat.

Last thing you drank?
* green tea.

Are you happy right now?
* nope.

If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
* ....... My friends always make fun of me that way =.=

Were you happy when you woke up today?
* not at all. i was crying you asshole -.-

Have you talked to a complete jerk today?
* yes.

Where were you yesterday?
* school.


6.What’s your life’s theme song?
- dead & gone

7.Your favourite food.
- Blood.

8.Your signature scent.
- Ralph lauren.

9.Do you have a big group of friends?
- Sure.

10.Did you ever get wild in high school?
- Nope.

11.Have you had your heart broken?
- Not yet.

12.Your biggest adventure.
- ..

13.Your dream gadget.
- camera.

14.Your biggest inspiration.
- Hayley Williams.

15.Your instant get happy items.
- blah. iPhone.

16.Your no fail picker-upper.
- o.o

17.Bad thing you did that made you feel so good.
- P&C okayy? :)

18.Your regular get-up.
- shorts & tee.

19.Favorite shopping spots
- ~_~

20.Your Signature look.
-Just a simple get-up. love the accessories it highlights ur simple outfit.

21.Ever dealt with backbiters?
-Yea. But I just don’t care.

22.Do you get envious of other people?
-Yea.

23.What can’t you leave your house without?
-My phone!

24.How do you deal with a bad day?
- rant it on my blog.

25.What was your biggest insecurity?
- ~_~

26.What’s the best thing you learned about love?
-You shouldn’t find love, just wait it will come in the right time.

27.The movie you can watch ever and ever again.
- Angus, Thongs, & Perfect Snogging.

28.You can’t live without.
- Air ?

29.And last .. Robert Pattinsson or Daniel Radcliffe?
-ROBERT PATTINSON!

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
- body.

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
- white.

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
- yes please.

4.Do you plan outfits?
- yes.

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
- bored.

6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
- phone.

7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
- both.

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
- omg -.-

9. Did you meet anybody new today?
- nope.

10. What are you doing right?
- answering this survey


11. Do you hate?
- yes.


12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
- veggies.


13. When was the last time you talked on aim?
- i dnt use aim.

14. Are you emotional?
- yea.

15. Would you dance to the taco song?
- no.



16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
- never.



17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
- lick and bite.


18. Do you like your hair?
- so-so.

19. Do you like yourself?
- of course.


20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
- yes.


21. Do you like cottage cheese?
- sure.


22. What are you listening to right now?
- The Saturdays


23. How many countries have you visited?
- lost count?


24. Are your parents strict?
- sure.



25. Would you go sky diving?
- im afraid to.



26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
- sure.



27. Would you throw potatoes at him?
- no?



28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
- nop.



29. Have you ever been in a castle?
- yes.



30. Do you rent movies often?
- i used to.



31. Who sits in behind you in your math class?
- Heena



32. Have you made a prank phone call?
- loads.


33. Do you own a gun?
- nope.



34. Can you count backwards from 74?
- sure.



35. Who are you going to be with tonight?
- no one.

36. Brown or white eggs?
- white



37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
- nth.



38. Ever been on a train?
- yea.



39. Ever been in love?
- currently inlove.



40. Do you have a cell-phone?
- yes.


41. Are you too forgiving?
- it depends.

I had my heart broken;

Haih,

Last few days had sucked.

Yesterday night i had a bad tummy ache followed by leg cramps & headache. Gawd. I went to sleep early ; around 11+. Soo, as i was sleeping i had the worse dream ever ever ever ever. Shit, that dream keeps replaying in my head, over & over & over again. What if the dream really happens? Really comes true? Then who would i go to for advice? To seek comfort? Sigh. I'm sorry, but the dream's private & confidential. It's just that, haih, i can't stop thinking about it, in the dream i cried my ass off in the end, i almost killed myself. Would i really do that if it really happens? Haih. The dream was so real, there was nothing unreal about it. I really felt how hurt it was when it actually happened, my heart is so sore, so numb, like theres a cut in themiddle of my heart, just because of that dream. Even tho it's just a dream, my heart still has a cut in the middle. Look, dream is one thing, but sometimes dreams comes true. Right? I don't want this dream to come true, haih, i don't wanna get my heart broken, I've never faced hurt and i don't ever want to. Have you ever thought you could fall oh-so-deeply with someone even tho you've only been with that someone for two months? Sigh, i love my baby too much to even dream of losing him. After waking up from that dream, the first thing i did was cry, while crying i felt my heart beat so fast, then i decided to take my phone to check the time, i saw 3 messages from baby, that was the happiest moment i've had in ages. After waking up i still thought the dream was real, but after seeing the messages i knew that it was just a dream, only a dream. I quickly sms-ed baby. Feeling so sore inside, i got a reply. I was so glad it was only a dream. I continued crying to let my feelings out. I dont know why but, my tears couldn't stop falling. My cheeks were so wet & i wiped it away on my pillow. I slowly cuddled back into bed while hugging the pillow, hopefully that dream wouldn't come back again. Sighh. I'm so hurt by that dream, until now i'm feeling so hurt inside, so very hurt. Though it didn't happen, everything was fake but the dream was soo real that it hurt me so much. Imagine your boyfriend cheating on you with his ex which he went through alot with? Omg. Dosen't it hurt? I know, it hurts so much.

Omg i feel like crying all over again. Why is life so hard?

EDIT*

Well, few weeks ago, i guess it was two weeks ago, baby gave me this necklace which is pretty cuteee, i haven't took a picture of it tho so if i do, i'd post it here. Oh and just 2 days ago ; 14th May O9 - Thursday was me & baby's 2 month anni. Gawd, it's just so fast isn't it? Sigh, i'm happy that were two months but the dream i had last night has been disturbing me ever since. It's like, it keeps ringing in my head. Trying to show me something, giving me a sign? To be careful, beware? What?! What kinda signal is that? I ain't want anyone telling me to beware? Like pfft, cmon it's not like it would really happen, sigh, would it? Theres no where else i can let this out. Yes i know, it was only a dream, but why was it so real, so hurtful and worse, so very possible. It hurts to know,

Tell me, will my dream come true? Jeez, i really need an answer. I knw, i keep telling myself that it's JUST A DREAM, why can't i get over it? I've been thinking about it all day & i can't stop, i might just drop down in tears any minute now. God, this is killing me, when will this trauma end? When will all this become back to where it stopped? Gah, the worse part is that it is so, so, so, so, possible. Sigh. My friends keep telling me to calm down & it's all just a dream. Dang, i never knew a dream could drive me this far? Grr. I hate it, i hate life at this point, i hate everything. Except for baby, because he's the only one there for me. But the only reason why i'm going crazy is because of him. Meh, life sarks shit ass.

I've been driving on this road too long,

Just tryna find my way back home,

The old me's Dead & Gone,

Dead & Gone.

Super Duper Long Boring Survehh.

What's your full name?
- Andrea Mei Yesudian
What do your parents call you?
- Drea
What do your grandparents call you?
- Ana
What do your friends call you?
- Drea, Andrea.
Do you like your name?
- Okay2 laaa.
If you could change your name, would you?
- Sure.
What would you change it to?
- Keeleigh.
Do you like pet names (i.e. sweetie, honey, babe, etc.)?
- love :)
Does it bother you when people use your middle name?
- Not at all :)
Who named you?
- God.
Are you named after someone?
- Nopee. Heheh.


Age and Education Questions


When is your birthday?
- 15 March
How old are you?
- 14 this year.
What's your astrological sign?
- Pieces
Do you read your horoscope?
- Hardly
Is it usually right?
- dnt knw.
Are you still in school? What Grade are you in?
- 9th Grade.
Did you go to preschool? Where?
- Yes. SSC. :D
Where did you go to elementary school?
- SSC.
Where did you go to high school?
- SSC.
Where did you go to College or where do you want to go to college?
- not yet. (:
What did you study or what do you want to study?
- ~_~
What do you want to become?
- Accountant.
How many years of postsecondary training does it require?
- no idea.


Physical Appearance Questions


How tall are you?
- 5'3 .
How much do you weigh?
- around 43kg.
What size shoes do you wear?
- 6 ?
What color is your hair?
- Dark Brown.
What color are your eyes?
- Dark Brown
Describe your skin. (color?, dryness?, etc.)
- Tan.
Where do you buy most of your clothes?
- Anywhere.
What's your favorite store to shop for clothes?
- Any.
Where do you buy most of your shoes and accessories?
- anywhere.
What are you wearing right now?
- Black striped shirt & white pants.
Do you have glasses/contacts?
- I want color contactlenses :(
Do you have braces?
- No.
Do you currently have any casts or splints?
- Nope.
Do you currently have any band-aids on?
- Nope.
Do you have any piercings?
- Yes.
How many and where?
- Three. Ears.
Do you have any tattoos?
- No.
How many, where, and of what?
- None.
Do you have any jewelry on?
- The necklace baby bought for me.
Who do you look like? Mom or Dad?
- Ain't got a clue.


Favorites


Color?
- Black.
Food?
- Any.
Drink?
- Starbuckszxzx.
Place?
- Baby's room. Wee.
Car?
- None.
Singer?
- nil
Band?
- Green Day / Paramore / Fall Out Boy
Actor?
- Alex Pettyfer, Aaron Johnson
Actress?
- Kiera Knightly
Broadway show?
- Dnt watch broadway.
Movie?
- Any.
Television show?
- 90210 , Desperate Housewives , True Blood
Restaurant?
- Any.
Store?
- Any.
Song?
- Hatin' on the club - Rihanna
Radio Station?
- Hitz & Fly.
Television Station?
- Mtv , HBO
Website?
- blogger, myspace, friendster.


Love Questions


What's your current relationship status?
- Taken
Are you happy with it?
- Very :)
Do you like someone?
- i have a boyf?
Are you in love with any one?
- Baby. (:
Does that person love you back?
- Yeees.
When was the last time you saw the person you like?
- Baby? On friday :)
When will you see him/her again?
- Tomorrow :D
Does he/she know that you love/like them?
- Yees.
How many serious relationships have you had?
- -.-''
How many people have you kissed?
- Guys? One.
How long was your longest relationship?
- 10 long painful months.
How short was your shortest relationship?
- a week?
Are you a jealous person?
- Not really.
Have you ever dated a jealous person?
- Yes.
Have you ever been heartbroken?
- :\
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
- Sigh, yeah.
Have you ever gotten in trouble for PDA (at school)?
- Nope.
Have you ever been told to "get a room"?
- Nah.
Are you a virgin?
- Yeah
Do you plan to be a virgin when you get married?
- No.
Do you think abstinence is a good idea?
- o.o
Do you think today's teenagers are too exposed to sex?
- Yep.


Who/What's the last...

...thing you ate?
- Noodles
...thing you drank?
- Water
...thing you read?
- Words on the computer screen.
...thing you wrote?
- Quiz
...thing you typed?
- this.
...thing you said?
- "i love you too"
...person you talked to (in person)?
- mum
...person you called?
- Baby
...person who called you?
- Baby
...missed call?
- Heena
...voice mail?
- none
...person you talked to (on the phone)?
- Baby
...person you IM'd?
- Aleesha.
...person you emailed?
- none.
...person you messaged on myspace?
- Emir.
...person you facebook'd?
- Issac.
...person you commented on myspace or facebook?
- Emir
...person you friend requested?
- I don't add people.
...person who friend requested you?
- narbs.
...person you texted?
- Baby
...person who texted you?
- Baby
...person you hugged?
- Baby.
...person you kissed?
- Baby.
...person you saw?
- mum
...person you heard?
- Baby.
...thing you did (other than type)?
- On the phone.
...song you heard?
- Mad - Ne-Yo
...song you sung?
- Your Call.
...person you thought about?
- Baby.
...thing/person you dreamt about?
- Colored contact-lens.
...person/thing you cried about?
- Baby.


Your Surroundings


Are you at home? (if not, where are you?)
- In my room.
What room are you in?
- my room.
Is anyone else in the room?
- Baby. ^_^
Is anyone else in the building/house?
- mum, sister.
What is the current light source?
- sunlight thru the window.
What is the closest thing to you that is red?
- Phone.
...orange?
- nth orange around here.
...yellow?
- Book.
...green?
- Nth
...blue?
- Socks.
...purple?
- Shirt.
...white?
- Door.
...black?
- Hair.
...grey?
- Bed spread.
...brown?
- The floor.
What color are the walls of the room you're in?
- Purple.
What color is the ceiling?
- White.
What color is the floor?
- Brown
Is it clean or messy?
- messy.
Is it a small or large room?
- Enough for me & baby. heeheehee.
How many windows are there?
- 3
How many doors are their?
- 1


Your House


Who lives there?
- family.
Do you have any pets?
- yes.
What kind?
- a dog.
Do they have names?
- Arthur.
What are they?
- Dog
How old are they?
- 4.
Do they stay inside or outside?
- inside & out.
How many rooms are in your house?
- 5
How many bedrooms?
- 4
How many bathrooms?
- 5
How many closets?
- idk.
How many floors?
-2
How many sets of stairs?
- 1
What color is the outside?
- ?
How many exits are there?
- idk.
What room do you enter when you come inside?
- Living Room.
Do you have a separate dining room?
- Yes.
Do you have a separate laundry room?
- No.
Do you know when it was built?
- No.
Do you share your room?
- With Baby, woohoo.
Do you share a bathroom?
- No.
Is your room clean?
- Somtimes.
Is your bed made?
- No.
Do you have a tv in your room?
- Yes.
Do you have a computer in your room?
- Yes.
What size bed do you have?
- Queen.
What do you have on your walls?
- Mirror, LOADS OF POSTERS.
When you wake up, what's the first thing you see?
- light ?
How many pillows are on your bed?
- 6
How many blankets?
- 1


In a perfect lover


Hair color?
- Dark, with highlights.
Eye color?
- Don't care
Height?
- taller than me :D
Weight?
- Not too light, not to heavy.
Style?
- Semi-Formal.
Personality?
- outgoing, sporty, makes me laugh, shy at times, caring & understanding.
Have you ever met someone like this?
- Yes.
Do you think it's realistic that you will?
- ?


Your Future


Do you want to get married?
- Yes.
Do you want to have children?
- Yes.
How many children do you want?
- 2?
What kind of car do you want to drive?
- Volkswagon Beetle / Mini Cooper :)
Where do you want to live?
- anywhere.
Where do you want to get married?
- Anywhre.
When do you want to get married?
- 10 to12 years from now?
Where do you want to honeymoon?
- Everywhere :D


Your friends


Best friend?
- Nur Heena bt. Mohd Ashraf & Nor Aliah bt Mohd Zaini Amran & Amanda Chen Shu Sian. Yay!
One you've known the longest?
- Aliah & Amanda.
One you've know the shortest?
- Heena.
One you can trust the most?
- All.
One you tell the most to?
- All.
One you see the most?
- Heena & Amanda.
One you see the least?
- Aliah.
Funniest?
- Aliah.
Most serious?
- We're not serious :D
Smartest?
- Aliah & Heena.
Stupidest?
- Me -.-
Most talented?
- All.
Most creative?
- Aliah.
Skinniest?
- Amanda.
Tallest?
- Aliah / Heena / Me
Shortest?
- Amanda.
Hottest?
- Heena.
Ugliest?
- ....
Nicest?
- All.
Meanest?
- Mee . Woohoo.
Most two-faced?
- None.
Biggest gossip?
- All of us.
One you turn to for love advice?
- All.
One you turn to for fashion advice?
- Aliah.
One you turn to for something to do?
- Amanda.
One you text the most?
- Heena.
One you call the most?
- Heena.
How many AIM buddies do you have?
- None.
How many friendster friends?
- almost a thousand. around 950 ?
How many facebook friends?
- heck loads.
How many contacts in your phone?
- loads.
How many contacts in your email?
- too many -.-





Currently


Hearing...
- Boom Boom Pow.
Seeing...
- My lappy.
Smelling...
- Air.
Tasting...
- Baby's lips. Wee.
Feeling (physically)
- Warm.
Feeling (psychologically)
- Bored.
Waiting for...
- Nothing
Doing...
- Survey
Thinking about...
- How much i needa shower right nao.
Wishing...
- for nth.


1] Post these rules.
2] Each tagged person should post 8 facts of themselves.
3] Tagged people should write a journal\blog about these facts.
4] In the end tag and name 8 people.


I tag everyone on my links. :)

Take a look at the sweet notes baby gave me in school :)
Mwarrkks babyyyy, loveyouloveyou:D

How sweet. :)

Currently missing baby a heckload. Friday was awesome & i still keep thinkin' about it. Goes on again and again on my head. Baby is so cute, he gives these letters to Atiqah to pass them to me. Oh and baby made this paper heart out of a RM1 note. Hahah, it's so cute. Heh. I just woke up actually, after sleeping for over 5 hours -.- I slept well & i had an awesome dream. I'm too lazy o type out what the dream was but just trust me okay? The dream was awesome-o. Gah, it's high time i took a pic with baby & posted it on my blog. Problem is, we dont see eachother outside school :( . Sad eh? I agree.

Myspace is abit Retarded when it comes to color fonts. I'm getting so fed up :

kthxbai.

Hellooooo :)
Feeling bored, so yeah ima blog. Yesterdayy i made a supadupaawesome drink :) No actually, its just Milo -.- But anyway it tasted pettayh nicee. I don't know how i did it. Hahah, instead of adding the Milo powder to hot water, i added it to hot milkk ! woo. It was sooo creamyh. Then i added whipped cream. Tasteyhhhhh <3>

Took a pic of me drinking -.-

I found some old pictures in my computer that i guess i never posted. Not very old lah, just pictures from March/April 09. Last month :)

I was bored at home, so i did this -.-


I couldn't sleep late at night, LOVE my hair <3>

Nur Heena & Andrea Mei at Atiqah's sweet sixteen :)

The Us ; From left:-

Ziany, Nad, Heena, Me, Amirah, Marcia.

Many things happened this week. Monday, nothing lah as usual. But Tuesday the nightmare starts. Aiza found out about ... So yeah, he called me to his office & we talked it through. When i came out then i told baby that Aiza din scold, well he didn't, he only told me not to repeat the incident. So yeah. Then later in the afternoon he called me again. Then this time it's worse cos the headquarters also knows. So yeah. Aiyaaa, in the end, i didn't get suspended. I'm so lazy to tell the whole story -.-

Friday i spent almost the whole day with baby, Morning, Break time, lunch time & after school :) I miss lunch time, we were sitting in the library with Atiqah, Simmy, Nisha, Sonia, Heena, Amanda. Hahah, i was sitting withh baby and yeah Baby & Atiqah are so damned cute man. The way they quarrel really entertained me. Hahaha. Anyway then the sofa was like so comfy, how i wish i could lie on baby's shoulder and sleep off. Gah, too bad it was school, or else i would've done that ages ago. ): During break when it was times up, baby was so cuteeeee, he said i love you with that cuteeee faceeee. :D So of course lah i said i love you too then went to linee up.

Anyway, i'm starting to get very pissed with the MSN virus thing. People are simply IM-ing me / nudge-ing me with those stupid shit virus links. -.-

Currently addicted to :-

• I don't hook up - Kelly Clarkson
• Hatin' on the club - Rihanna
• Mad - Ne-Yo

I'm sooo boredddd. & I miss baby. I miss his lips brushing on mine & on my neck. The feeling is unexplainable. Till the next time our lips touch;

xx

Gawd.

Hey Yo :)

I just felt like blogging since i was pretty bored. I went from blog to blog to blog reading about what people rant about everyday. Okay, i can say reading about people's life can be interesting sometimes. I find reading blog's with perfect english are so far the most interesting ones i've visited. Take Suicide Ally for example. Her blog's nice to read tho i think she might have removed it recently o.o" . Currently, not chatting with anyone. Looking at the computer screen makes my eyes go all watery. But where else can I look? Tv? Nah, nothing nice to watch. Phone? You can forget it, everytime i look at my phone i'd think of baby, thinking of why hasn't he replied my text yet ! It's been 6 whole hours ! Well, he did mention that he was sleepy tho, probably he slept off while Marcia used my phone to text nonsense to him -.-'' . Sigh, who dosen't get worried when their boyfriend dosen't reply their text fter 6 whole hours? You don't? You can call me paranoid but yes, i am worried for some reason. Ah, i know he's fine just sleeping but ! .. I can't help to think negative ): Man, i seriously do need a therapist.

Okay, shh about the boyfriend thing. Let me "try" to get my mind of him by talking about what happened today. Aite lets see, i spent the weekend over at my aunt's in Penang. It was a HORRIBLE weekend. It's already bad enough that i was stuck in my aunt's house but to make it worse, i was so freaking bored as i hardly sms-ed baby. Why? Well, don't ask why. I had totally forgotten the whole reason behind it. My god, i thought i was supposed to change the topic? & I drifted right back to where i started , about my boyfriend -.- Okay, i'm pretty sure you're getting bored, listening to rants about my boyfriend. Okay, i promise i'd TRY not to speak of him, for now at least :)

So, yeah as i was saying. Other than not sms-ing him. I had to share a room with my annoying little sister. Well, i thought i would've gotten a room by myself. You know, a place where i can relax and meditate. Just to have a nice weekend without anyone shouting in my ear every 5 minutes. But guess how it turned out? I got stuck in the same room as that annoying little brat. Look, she's only 9, but i don't understand how she has the voice & energy of a 30 year old man. She can scream, shout and move about all day long like there's no tomorrow. & to make my life even more miserable, she brought her little posse (my other younger cousins) in and out of my room making terrible sharp noises all day long. I wanted to cry my heart out and beg my mum to put me in another room but i thought, since i wanted it to be a peaceful weekend, i'd have to compromise instead of fighting back. In the end, i still didn't get my peaceful weekend, but still, it was way better than getting my ass kicked by my mum the second i'd even get her in consideration to switch rooms.

Okay look, i just can't take it. I know i promised but, gah, i miss him, alot. Wait, don't think him is some other guy i'm scandal-ing with -.- Him's my boyfriend. Ah ! It's bad enough that i didn't get to text him both Friday & Saturday. Today we only texted for a while and ... and ... I'M ROTTING ): Ahh, am i going crazy just because he hasn't replied my text? Noo, come on Andrea ! You can do better than that ! (no i can't, i miss baby and that's that!) Sighh, what. is. wrong. with. me. ?!

So, Marcia came over today. Ranted about shit stuff Daryl has been spreading lately. Truthfully i don't belive any of them. No wait, maybe i'd trust Daryl on some things & Marcia on some things. Sigh. Why does my life suck so much? BABY WHERE ARE YOUU T.T Okay Andrea, breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out. Wtfxck is wrong with me?! Ahh. Think positive, he is sleeping, just like i wanted him to, he is sleeping peacefully & will wake up tmrw & i will see him in school tmrw ! Okayy, that's better :)

Enough of getting myself even more stressed up. I'm going to bed.

kthxbai.

Know Your Enemie ;

hey ya'll (:

I'm currently in Penang ; Aunt's place.

Gah i'm bored so im using the internet. Had a hard time connecting to the internet in this house cos it's so big and yet only one small router so i had to figure out where the router was and i had to use the computer somewhere near the ruter so here i am, at the attic D:

Anyway, baby's in Genting now. & I'm in Penang. Oh it's good at least he's not being bored at home :) But suree, i miss him, we hardly saw eachother this wek cus he had MSSD like almost the whole week. Hmm, I'll be leaving penang on Sunday. & i heard of this swine flu outbreak. Heh heh heh. I call it PIGGY FLUUUU ! :D Well swine means pig right? -.-

I got no picture to post because seriously i'm feeling too lazy to upload anything from my phone plus i have to bluetooth everything to the computer and it takes a heck load of time since it's bluetooth. You know what happened to my cable? ): It ran away !

Currently downloading movies to watch myself tonight ): I'm going to be very very lonely this weekend despite cousins all around me but it's not like i actually talk to them. Not that i do not talk to them it's just that theres nothing that i can relate to with them. Their like, so toally different. Sighh.

Currently listening to Green Day's new songggg ! Know your enemie. Omg i remember how i used to be sof reaking crazy over Green Day :D Especially Billie Joe Armstrong. Heheh. I used to worship him mannnzxzx. Okayy so now their back after a few years with their new album, 21st Century Breakdown. I think thats what it's called. I forgot ):

I got my eye checked about few days ago and i need glasses. The power aint that high but whatever. Guess what? But i aint gonna get glasses. I told my mum i'd use les of the computer if thats what it takes for me to not wear them ): I dont want glasses !

Okay lah, post some other time;

Laterz.